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She's buried on the beach, one of her favorite places. Her grave is on a cliff. Underneath, dark gray waves repeatedly pound the rock. The rocks are jagged and black and perfect.

I think about my mom and Mari's father. I think about everything they have lost. I think that they cannot afford to lose me.

Unfortunately for them, I'm feeling selfish.

Memories of Mari flood my head. 

Mari, Mari, Mari. 

I want to see her.

I can hear the waves. They're loud and beautiful. 

           "I love you, Mari," I say.

My words vanish with the waves. I want to catch them because I feel like I will never say them again so I run, and then I'm falling, falling, falling with my words, towards the waves, until I see my father and Mari.

Mari looks mad and so does my father but they both still reach for me and I take their hands. 

And then she smiles and hugs me.

I hug her back. She says something, but I don't hear her because her words are muffled. I think  it's okay, though, because I have all of eternity to hear her. 

All of eternity to be with her.




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