The room was silent. Infact the entire house was. It was around midnight and I was lying in my bed. I couldn't sleep. Luke's words were going on and on in my head. And looking at the pessimistic side of the situation, I couldn't help but agree with him. I knew so many people who had died of cancer. Only a few had survived. Shawn's mother was one of them. I couldn't help but feel scared. We all were. Luke was my only brother. One of my best friends. And what if he got taken away from me? And in a way, I couldn't help but agree with him. We were hardly there for him. Taking him for the doctor's appointments could hardly count as being there for him.
Speaking of doctors, I couldn't help but think about Eliza and how she used to be Natasha's best friend. God they were nothing alike. Natasha was just Natasha. Eliza oh my God she was everything. And even though she used to wear clothes that I hated, loathes that used to take away the beauty in her body, I didn't really care. Eliza was so beautiful inside out. The way she smiled and showed the dimple in her left cheek. The way she used to laugh. God. Her laugh- it was like the sweetest song I ever heard. I sounded so sappy.
Thinking about Eliza made me think about Natasha and how she was nothing compared to Eli. And how dare she speak about Luke like that . That bitch. As it was, I wasn't giving enough love and here was this bitch who wanted more attention.
Moving around the bed, I tried to find a better position. Failing to do so, I picked up my phone and logged onto to my instagram account and saw that Natasha had checked into The Ritz with John a jock from the soccer team. That BITCH. And here she was going on about how much she wanted me to spend the night with her. God I can't believe that she was so hypocritical. And what's worse was that I was feeling bad even though I used for the same stuff. I just wanted to feel needed.God I sounded so needy.
"Hey Dude you awake?" Frank my bestfriend texted me. "Yup couldn't sleep. Why?" "Yeah. Just did. And if you're talking about that so called slutty girlfriend of mine , I saw." I texted rolling my eyes. "It's not that. Look what she wrote for the caption to the pictures she uploaded."
Groaning I logged back onto Instagram and went to Natasha's profile. Oh my fucking god. You've got to be kidding me. On it was a picture of Natasha and John in their underwear getting it on with Natasha sticking her tongue down that bastard's face. They looked drunk out of their minds. On it was a caption that said
"THATS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU AT HOME TAKING CARE OF YOUR "SICK BROTHER"!
#THOUGHTTHATANDREWCOULDCOMEUPWITHABETTEREXCUSE.
#"LUKE"MANUPANDGROWUP
That bitch was going down . Next moment my phone started ringing off the hook. What the hell people! Go to sleep its past midnight for fucks sake. Just when I was going to switch off my phone, I say Frank calling me.
"Did you see what your girlfriend wrote on instagram?" He asked
"Yep. And don't you mean ex-girlfriend?" I replied.
"Attaboy. So whom are you gonna date now?"
"I don't know. No one I guess. I just wanna slow down. You know with everything 's that's happening with my family and Luke."
"Hey it's okay man. Just gonna miss my dating buddy."
"Shut up and go to bed dipshit" I said switching off my phone.
Flopping in bed a bit more, I finally went off to sleep.
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If I Had
Teen Fiction"IF" This one word of two letters,can haunt someones life for eternity..... Andrew Mattews and Eliza Ross were polar opposite. He was popular, while she was not. He was a jock while she was a nerd. Yet, something kept them together. Read this story...
