If you are Juliet then I'll be Romeo

Chapter 3: Once again

Hey! so I can't participate in the (shitty) contest because my recidence is on Argentina and regardless I speak English they don't accept my story... BUT THAT MEANS ONE THING... I'M FREE TO WRITE EVERYTHING I FUCKING WANT!!! :D what if they don't accept it? I work hard to write this and the other stories. If they don't accept them then I'll find another chance to do it where I live, I'll work hard to do it but I know I can... that's my new aim and a promise to myself.. so LETS GO ON!! :) 

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We went back to classes, we both had psicology classes, that's my favorite subject at school and it would be even better if my lovely partners weren't so damn bastard human beings. Afortunately Dustin was with me so we worked toghether, at least I finally have someone to work with in class even if it was just for today, which makes me so glad.

- hi Dustin_ Rachele greeted him. Great! this is so cool, I thought sarcastically... Well... I'll have to work with.. oh yeah myself.

- hi_ he said without any emotion in his voice.

- I was wondering if you would like to work with me in class_ she looked at me with a triumphant smile on her face.

- thank you but I already told Larissa I would work with her, maybe other day_ I looked at him expecting that the last part of that sentence wasn't true.

- It's ok you don't have to worry about her, she is used to be on her own always anyway_ she winked at me_ don't you Larissa?_ everyone laughed at me.

- I'm really glad you thought about me but I want to work with Larissa_ he smiled.

- Why would you do that? I mean, there are many other students in this class better than her in everything.

- but I already decided to work with her, sorry_ I smiled.

- fine... but think about what I'm telling you, there are a lot of people who would be your friend, would you refuse that just to be with this loser? we are giving you the chance to be with the most popular group on the entired school.. so what do you choose?_ she smiled expecting an affirmative answer to that request, like she knew he would accept.

- hmm... I guess I'll risk_ he replied.

- Ok that's your choice, then don't say I didn't warned you, but for now you better say goodbye to your social life because with this freak you want as a friend you won't get it back_ she spoke contemptuously.

- I appreciate your opinion but I think I'll discover that by myself_ he smiled at me and I smiled back. I don't care about what she just said I'm just so happy, he wants to be with me, I don't know how much that  might last but for now... I'm glad he refused to her request.

We were asked to analyze some cases of psicological abuse and there were a lot of bullying cases which made me realize I'm not that bad. Since today I won't let their words to affect me, despite I am not brave enough to encourage them. 

I looked at Dustin he seemed to be drawing something in his notebook completely concentrated. He raised his head to look at me at short whiles, what was making me to get on my nerves and blush... as I said  before I don't like when guys stare look at me. That makes me feel uncomfortable and it's even worst with Dustin... he raises his head, looks at me, smiles, goes back to his drawing and the same pattern starts again. He is freaking me out! Dammit Dustin stop it! Don't you see I'm so nervous now? 

He finished his drawing... finally.

- What were you drawing?_ I asked shily.

- Wanna see it?_ he asked.

- If you want to show it to me_ I said. He smiled and gave me his notebook... it was a drawing of me.. it was so cool that I wasn't able to keep myself from smiling_ you like it?

- It's so beautiful... you are really talented_ I smiled.

- that's because it's you_ he said still smiling.

- No I'm not_ I said looking down.

- well maybe I have a different percepcion of what is beautiful_ I blushed... does he honestly thinks I'm beautiful?

The rest of the day wasn't as great as it was in that class, it was boring and exhausting to stand those bastards by my own but I'm used to it. 

The bell rang for the last time what means school is over for now and we are finally free, Dustin's parents went to fetch him so I had to go walking home. Was walking home super happy about what had happened today when Rachele stopped her car to "talk" with me.

- hi Larissa_ she said smiling falsely.

- h-hi_ I answered. This won't end well_ wh-what are y-you do-doing here?_ I babbled.

- hey I saw you get on very well with Dustin, he is a quite nice guy, isn't he?_ she said playing with a curl.

- I guess_ I said doubtful.

- and you like him, don't you?_ she asked smiling.

- I think he is a good guy_ I replied smiling.

- well don't get used to be with him, I don't think he will be your friend more than a week, do you?_ that's not what I expected.

- what do you mean?_ I was so confused.

- Do you think he'll be your friend? knowing you, he'll leave you before this week ends, look at you Larissa you are shaking, you are weird, stupid, and such a pathetic human being, you are a nothing, do you honestly think you are especial for him? well you aren't so don't be an idiot an get away before you start believing you worth something cause you don't_ she finished talking and smiled_ aww don't feel bad, you are used to be alone, see ya tomorrow_ she went back with her friends leaving me shoked and sad. 

That's true... THAT'S SO FUCKING TRUE... who am I trying to fool? the world would be better if I haven't been born... I just want to disappear...