chapter 22

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A/N: sorry I havent updated the last few chapters are gonna be crappy,because my files and plans for this story are gone,and im writing on the app. *-* so enjoy if u can!

Harmony POV: I woke up,with Spencer calmly sleeping by my side. Being as careful as possible,I undid his death grip on me and snuck to the bathroom. When I got there,I locked the door and sat by the sink,I was thinking about what I should do. My wrists were itching like I had a thousand mosquito bites on them. I needed to calm down,and I felt much better after I scratched them. So I reached my hand under the sink and removed the tape,revealing a big metal blade. I twirled it around in my hand and smiled as it glisened. I quickly rolled up the  sleve of my robe and slid the blade across. One for letting myslef be captured,3 for letting Lauren die,and 5 more for being ugly,fat,stupid,worthless,and a waste of space. I dropped the blade on the ground and smiled up at the ceiling. I was starting to get really dizzy,and lightheaded. I quickly opened the drawer,and got out some gauze and bandages. I wrapped the bandages around my arm multiple times to stop the bleeding. "What a waste of a perfectly good clean wrist." I sang while studing my other arm. My arms were healing,but I reopened more cuts,that wernt completely healed. "Harmony,you okay?" I heard Spencer say while knocking on the bathroom door. Shit. I thought to myslef while cleaning up the little pool of blood on the floor. "Yeah,im fine ill be out in a second." I said while hiding the bloody towel. I heard Spencer's footsteps fade away,as I was trying to hide everything. Once I got cleaned up,I went into the kitchen to get some coffee. "Hey babe,do you want to eat something?" Spencer said,while taking a bite of his sandwich. I shook my head no,while I went to sit down. "You sure your okay?" Soencer said getting up. "Yeah im fine Spence." I said also getting up. I made my way to the counter,and gave spencer a big hug from behind. "I love you so much." I said laying my head on his back. Spencer turned around,and picked me up,so that my legs were wrapped around his hips. "I love you more than life itself." Spencer said pecking me on the lips. I just smiled while I hugged him again,my head buried into his neck. "Do u wanna go out to dinner tonight?" Spencer said. "Ill go anywhere as long as your with me." I said hugging him tighter. "Lets watch a movie." I said running my fingers through Spencers hair. "okay what do you want to watch." Spencer said carrying me to the livingroom. "Lets watch saw." I said jumping out of Spencers arms. Spencer turned Saw on,while I went to the bedroom to get dressed. "Can I pick out your outfit?" Spencer said entering the bedroom. I nodded my head as Spencer was looking through the closet that I put my stuff in. "How about this." Spencer said pulling out a spongebob T-shirt,and a pair of sweatpants. "Wow." I said taking the clothing. "Im gonna go make popcorn." Spencer said walking out of the room. I slipped off my robe and put on the sweatpants and shirt. "shit." I said. Spencer is obviously going to see the bandage on my arm. I quickly made up a lie in my head,and ran down the hall to watch Saw with my favorite person in the world. "Whats that?" Spencer said pointing to the bandage on my arm. "I dropped a knife last night,and it cut me." I lied. "Let me
see." Spencer said grabbing my wrist and loosening the bandage. I quickly panicked and started to cry. "Whats wrong?" Spencer said with sympathy in his voice. "Open the bandage." I said in between sobs. "Oh My God." Spencer said eyeing the fresh cuts. "Im sorry." was all I could say as Spencer stared at me in shock. "I get it if you dont want to be with me anymore." I said staring at the ground. "Look at me Harmony." Spencer said tilting my chin up making me look at him.  "Were gonna get through this beautiful,me and you." Spencer said smiling at me. I gave him the biggest hug I could at the moment. "Thank you." I said looking at Spencer. "Your the best boyfriend I could ever hope to have." I said looking into Spencers eyes. Spencer kissed me lightly on the lips and carried me to the couch while we snuggled and watched saw.

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