Got a secret, Can you keep it? (Jiall)

chapter 8

2 weeks later

It was hard to continuously pretend that I was gay to the boys.

But it was working.

We'd been working pretty hard the last eight days, with concerts and all...

And I've been singing and practising five songs each concert.

I'm used to rehearsing with my normal crew for my concerts, but I was in a different crowd now, doing a shared concert nearly every day with One Direction.

They rehearsed just as hard as me, but there was still that thought I was working harder, considering I had to do my own choreography, and teach the dancers my routines.

luckily, though, today was a day off.

Liam, Harry and Louis decided on going out, while Zayn and Niall stayed behind on the tour bus.

I, on the other hand, decided I should work out a bit, and keep practising for the concerts in the following days to come.

None of the dancers wanted to practise, complaining it was their day off.

I guess I understood, I should really be resting, but I still felt unwelcomed in the bus.. so staying in the new Arena was better off.

We've been to seven arenas in the past twelve days, and I liked the feeling of getting used to the arena.

I turned on the CD, skipping to Beauty And A Beat.

I was sweating like crazy, having been working out for so many hours.

once the song finished, I just laid down on the floor, panting heavily.

I looked at the time... 3:15pm.

Well, I still have a few hours to kill.

I wiped off the sweat from my forehead, staring up at the ceiling in the arena.

It was beautiful.

The roof went over like an arch, and there were poles everywhere, keeping everything in place. I smiled, liking the feeling of being here.

"Justin?" A soft, Irish accent asked. I looked over to see a red faced Niall. I smiled, sitting up.

Unlike the other boys, Niall was kind of nice to me.

He didn't mutter stuff under his breath, or give me death glares.

"Sup?" I smiled at him.

He sighed, "I-I uh, need to confess something..." Niall's face showed guilt.

I think I knew what it was about...

"Sit, tell me." I said smiling, not really hating him for the lie Louis, and the boys led on.

Niall sat a few feet in front of me, his legs crossed over each other as he nibbled on his finger nails.

It was quiet for a few seconds, but Niall soon gained confidence.

"Justin, I um... we didnt make out... Lou-Um, us boys wanted to prank you, and uh-" Niall started sniffling.. wait he's crying? 

I widened my eyes...

"I'm so sorry Justin, its just that, I only went along with it beca-because the boys... and I... We thought it was good payback... but when you told us you were gay, I just-" Niall sobbed.

What do I do?

I can't really believe Niall went along with it because he wanted to... they obviously made him.

"I'm so sorry if-If I sound homophobic, b-but I'm not... I-" Before Niall could finish, I found myself hugging him into my chest.

I didn't care what their plans were, or the fact Niall went along with it... but it pained me to see Niall so... broken...

"Shh. its okay, Niall... Don't cry..." I gently cooed, rubbing small circles on his back.

"Justin, I am so, so sorry if I hurt you... I just-I'm sorry." Niall cried, which only made me hug him tighter.

"I'm alright Niall, I promise you... I.. I need to confess something-" before I finished, Niall's lips caught me off guard...

wait, he's kissing me!?

what do I do!?

Push him off you moron! you're not gay!

I squeezed my eyes shut.

what are you doing!? stop! before someone sees!

We pulled away...

Niall bit his bottom lip, leaving me to just stare at him.

"Sorry... I uh... couldn't help myself...." Niall mumbled.

I touched my lips...

Niall kissed me...

and I... liked it.

you fucking idiot! youre straight! s-t-r-a-i-g-h-t!!!!

I shook my head of thoughts...

I actually liked kissing Niall... is that bad?

"What were you gonna say before, I cut you off, sorry." Niall smiled innocently.

"Um.." I shook my head again.

tell him the truth, that you're not gay! tell him Justin!

"I wanted to tell you, that I haven't had a, uh, real boyfriend before..." I basically told the truth, right?

Niall smiled, biting his lip again.

"Neither have I, but if you want, maybe we could be each others first?"

Say No, say fucking no before this turns out really bad!

"I'd like that..."

Justin, you fucking idiot.

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