Got a secret, Can you keep it? (Jiall)

chapter 10

"As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me, love me..." I sung, turning on my heels and did a few dance moves.

After finishing the song, I walked off stage and watched as the boys made their way on stage, Niall looked to me, blowing me a kiss. I blushed, deciding to pretend to catch it, before walking into the green room, sitting on the couch...

"Justin?" A voice spoke as someone shook me.

I pushed their hand away.

"Go..away.." I grumbled, squeezing my eyes shut. I was tired, uncomfortable, and cold.

Not to mention hungry.

"Justin, if you don't go back to the bus you'll be locked in the arena..." An Irish voice laughed, shaking me again. I smiled slightly realizing it was Niall.

I slowly opened my eyes, realizing we were the only two in the room.

"Where's everyone else?" I yawned, sitting up from the way I was curled up.

"Um, I think they're on the bus waiting for us." Niall laughed.

"Oh..." I nodded, rubbing my eyes.

"Well, we better get going... don't ya think?" Niall wiggled his brows. I chuckled and gave him a nod.

He grabbed my hand entwining our fingers together as he pulled me to my feet. He leant forward, kissing me softly.

I closed my eyes, leaning into the kiss.

I was still confused, but damn..

When Niall kissed I felt okay, like all my troubles were pushed off a building and I was free.

We pulled away, pressing our foreheads together.

I kept my eyes locked with his blue beautiful orbs.

"Justin..."

"Yeah?" I bit my lip.

"You look amazing..." Niall blushed. I smiled, licking my lips, giggling at the taste of Niall still there.

"And you look..." I looked Niall up and down, "... sexy. Wait-" I widened my eyes at what I'd said.

I just called Niall sexy...

What is wrong with me?

"I mean..." My cheeks were glowing red.

"'S okay, you're sexy too, you know?" Niall kissed my cheek. We pulled further away as we headed out of the room, our hands staying together.

The arena was dark, so I assumed all is packed up, or everyone will be here tomorrow to pack up.

I think we were going to New York tomorrow.

I loved New York, the atmosphere there was just... amazing.

"We should probably stop holding hands." Niall sighed once we found the exit door.

I sighed, "Yeah... I guess so." I gently let go, seeing Niall's frown. "Listen..." I began.

"Its alright, Justin. I don't mind that we can't come out holding hands. Its probably best we don't draw that kind of attention." Niall forced a smile. I swallowed.

"No, I mean..." I wiped my face and tried not to sound like an ass.

I knew Niall wanted us to come out, but... I'm not ready for that kind of attention, I'm not even ready to accept it myself.

I was never gay, before Niall I was straight.

Now, Niall and I found this connection... I don't know if it was as strong as the one Selena and I had, but it was strong.