Heartbreaking love

The beginning

As a child I was always quiet and well behaved, my mother said I never cried as a baby and I didn't start talking until I was five.

Growing up my mother did her best to raise me on her own, I attended dance class, soccer practice, musical and acting classes.

Those musical and acting classes is what caused my mother to meet my now adopted father Leslie Madder, this happened when I was eight. He made my mother the happiest woman alive I was grateful that he was to be my father and I did start calling him father at the age of nine when he and mother married.

Leslie is a music icon and famous actor so he is always out and about with his career, mother doesn't mind but she and I did miss him a lot when he was away.

My mother Bethenny Madder was the greatest woman that I knew when I was a child, she's a author who wasn't very well known then but she's still was number one in my eyes.

I look like my mother which made me proud, I got her black hair and blue-grey eyes that change colour from time to time, and pale skin.

I find myself okay looking, I'll never be as beautiful as my mother though.

One thing I didn't get from my mother is my height, I'm 5'2ft where as she's 5'8ft which makes me the shortest in my family.

When I was thirteen mother, father and I moved from our family home in England to a small town in Australia. It was extremely sad to say goodbye to my very few friends and I was terrified to start at my new school since I knew I had trouble making friends.

Our new house was beautiful and the yard was my favourite part, it had overgrown and looked like a Forrest, father and I built a tree house in one of the trees it was and still is one of my favourite spots so many memories were held to there.

The treehouse had power so that's where I played all my video games without mother complaining about the noise.

Now the first day of school, high school to be exact. I was terrified.

That morning was a mix of emotions fear, excitement, worry, nervousness ect.

Mother and father decided that they would drive me to school for my first day instead of me taking the bus, but I had to take the bus at the end of the day cause father had to leave that day and mother hadn't had enough time to drive to the school and pick me up.

School was lonely, I didn't know anyone and everyone had been friends since primary school and obviously didn't want to make new friends, so I sat alone and kept to myself.

On the bus ride home I watched as a boy was tripped and shoved on the bus he looked so sad and lonely.

I smiled at him and patted the seat next to me to get his attention which I guess worked cause he sat next to me, but the boy didn't talk he just sat there with his head down and headphones in. I later found out that the brunette, golden eyed boy lived next door to me.

Golden eyes name turned out to be Elliot but I just called him E.

Oh yes I never told you my name... Well I'm Alexis Madder and this is my heartbreaking love.