James and lily returned from The Death

James & Sirus

James POV

I open my eyes. And I see a red haired women, walking in a room. I closed my eyes again. I tried to remember the dream.. but I had probably a dreamless dream. When I open my eyes again, the red haired women who looked very shocked, walked to me.
Lily..
" James! Oh god Lord! You have been out for 2 days! How did you feel?" Yelled Lily. She hugged me. When I look in her green eyes, I can see the tears from luck. I smiled. "Um.. I'm alright I guess" I said. " Sirus hit you, and we were all very shocked, and-' cries Lily. ' Shh Lils. It's okay now. I'm alright" I said. I kissed her on the forehead. She has still the tears on her cheek. She nodded. I walked to the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror. I see the same I as yesterday, but one difference : I see a scar in my cheek. How did that happend? And then I remembered yesterday. Sirus hits me in my cheek. . I was falling... and there stopped. After that moment, I can't remember one single word. After I take shower and getting dressed, I asked Lily about it.
"Lily? What happend when I was knock - out?" I said. " Oh I will yell you James. Well, Sirus comes in the living room and tell us that you was laying in the kitchen. Remus, Alice, Marlene and I runs to the kitchen and we saw you. We carried you to our room, and soon after that Remus, Alice and Marlene leaves. Marlene goes to Sirus and talked with him. He wasn't angry since that happend" telled Lily. " Marlene is always the one that can talk with Sirus when something happend like this" I said. Lily nodded. We both know that's true. Not even me or Remus, Marlene was the one. Before they were in a relationship, they don't talk much with each other. After they broke up, the first moments they don't even looked at each other. That's was in the seventh year. But now they are friends again.
" James are you listening to me? Probably not. I said that you are going to talk with Sirus today" Said Lily. " No way!" I said. I'm not stupid! Then he will hit me or yelled at me again? Ugh. " Yes way! Make you ready." Said Lily. She walked out the room. I heard that she talks with Alice.
If you still want to be friends with him.. This is your change. Try it.
A voice in my head said. Okay , I'm going to try it. When he hits me, I will hit him too. No matter what. I do with Lily tells me. I make me ready. When I'm ready, I walked to the living room. They were talking, even laughing! Until I comes in. Everyone looks at me. Remus nodded. Sirus looked down. Marlene smiled shortly, Alice too. " Uh hello" I said shyly. ' Hello James" Said Alice. " Can i talk to Sirus for a moment?' I asking. Everyone looks at Sirus. Marlene walks to him, and whisper something. Sirus smiled. " uh.. Okay" said Sirus.

Sirus walked to me and Lily's room. But he still don't looked at me. This time, I was the one that tried to get his attention. And that was difficult. " SIRUS TALK TO ME PLEASE!' I yelled after i tried to get his attention for the third time. He looked at me. Sirus why did you do this? " Sirus, we have to talk about two days ago. What is the matter?' Asking I. " i don't want to talk about it" mutterd Sirus. "' you sound like Peter. Come on talk to me" i said. This is the first time i say something after Peter betrayed me and Lily.
' Okay. I'm sorry yea?" Said Sirus confused. " You are only sorry? Sorry? Yea you must be! But only sorry... Sirus there are many ways.. and this isn't one!" Said I, my voice began to be a bit louder. " What did I have to say then? Oh James... I will never do this again.." Said Sirus. " Don't be like that. What's wrong?' Asking i gently. "You don't spend time with me! That's wrong! I'm feeling betrayed!' Said Sirus. After that i realised what he says. Did he mean that? "Sirius.." I said, but Sirus runs already out the door. He feels betrayed..  I sat down on my bed. My hands covered my eyes. Someone knocked at my door.
"James? Can i come in?' Said Remus. " yea of course" I said. Remus walked in.
" Remus? Did you know why Sirus is like this?' Asking I. Remus shooks his head. " Sorry but no. I wanted to know, but i don't want to ask about it. I'm sorry" Said Remus. " It's okay. I just hated it.... I was thinking that everthing will be alright. I didn't know that Voldermort was returned, or Sirus was in azkaban" I said. Remus looks like he understand it. " It's not your fault, James. Did you know when Sirus was happy for the last time?' Asking Remus. " Maybe the christmas of 1980" I answered.

FLASHBACK

It's was a cold christmas day. Everyone was happy, even the Potters. The Potters looked like a normal family. A women with red hair, who was baking, a man with black hair and glasses who was playing with a little boy. The boy was named Harry, the man James and the women Lily. Lily smiled to her two boys, she couldn't be happier. The doorbell rings three times. " Should i go Lily? You been so busy " Said James. James walks to the door, and opened the door. There was a young man, with brown hair, grey eyes and a big smile. It was James' best friend, Sirus Black. James knows Sirus since his first year at Hogwarts. Hogwarts was not a normal school, no it was a school for witches and wizards. Both James and Lily studying at Hogwarts. "'Hey Prongsie!' Said Sirus and hugged his best friend. That's how they call each other. Sirus was padfoot, James was prongs, James' another friend Peter Pettigrew was wormtail and Remus Lupin was moony. Remus Lupin was one of James' friends too. " Where  is my little godson?' Said Sirus, Sirus was the godfather of Harry. Sirus loved Harry very much. " in the living room , playing with the cat probably." Said James. After Sirus hugged Lily, Sirus played with Harry. James watched his best friend with his son. He knows that it were dark times, a dark wizard named Lord Voldermort killed people every day and James and Lily were fighting against him. That's dangerous, they know but they wanted it. Now, seeing Sirus with Harry makes him happy. After a hour taking, laughing  and playing with Harry, the doorbell rings again three times. This time it was Lily who walked to the door. It's was James' other best friend : Remus Lupin. Remus don't look very healthly. There were five scars in his both cheeks. " Hey Remus. How are you? Normal?" Asking Lily gently. She hugged him,and  kissed  his cheek. " Yea" Answerd Remus shortly. " MOOONYYY!!" The mens were running into the small hall. The hugged Remus. And then there was a little boy, crawling into the hall. Lily laughed and grab her son. She kissed her forehead and walked with him to the kitchen. " Are you little bit tired, darling?' Asking Lily. The boy yawned. Lily laughed again. God, she felt very happy now. She married the boy of her dreams And they have the most beautiful son ever. " James, i'm going to bring Harry to bed. He is tired" Said Lily. The mens nodded, and they wallked to the living room. James kissed the top of his head and joined his friends. " goodnight Harry!' They all said. Lily smiled. After she brings her son to bed, she joined the group of friends too. Peter Pettigrew had already arrived.
It's was the best christmas ever.
END FLASHBACK

" Where are you thinking about?' Asking Remus. " uh.. Just that christmas" Said i. Then Sirus walked in. " Sirus?' Asking I. " i'm so sorry James. I don't mean that. I was just angry all that time" Said Sirus very quickly. I smiled. " It's okay Padfoot' I said. He hugged me and i hugged him back. It's  was two very weird days, but i hope now it's all normal again.

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Yup guys i changed my cover yass!! I liked this one :)
The flashback makes me happy but sad at the same time idk why 🙄
School is very busy now because we a musical, we have two sportdays, and just the normal things. It's nice, but busy too! So sorry for the slow updates again 😅

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