Hey there!!!! I'm Sussie and this is my first time on wattpad!! I hope you like this new story that I'm writting... Is not my normal style but I'm trying to do something new here... I should tell you guys that I'm not good with grammar! But I have an awsome excuse LOL I'm venezuelan living on the US since a few months ago, so this is actually not my lenguage, but I try to do my best! Please don't be harsh with me... Well, this chapter is short and just an insertion to what's really about.. So enjoy it!
Love, Sussie24
1. Notice the new:
So I died, I'm pretty sure that I did. Because the pain was so horrible, so deep and so confusing, I couldn't pass out, I just stayed awake, feeling every single bone broken, my tibia coming out of my skin, mi head scrash, my brain falling on a strong dream. I could feel every single part of my bodie crashed, the pain was, seriously, unbearable, pressing each of my cells, taking me slowly, very slowy and torturing me into the unconsciousness. I never thought that this histories of people coming back from dead were true, the whole thing with tunnels and lights... but it was exactly like that. A small and dark hallway, a tunnel, completely black, I couldn't even see my own hands in there, but suddenly, this holy, perfect, so... sublime, light. It made me feel warm and safe, the pain was finally away, and I thought that I had to go in there, I didn't know why, but I had to walk into the light, I wanted it. And I did it. I came out of the tunnel, I went into the light, I felt the strong happiness, I felt so complete, so... unique. And I knew that that was it. I was no longer on earth, I was going into a better place. Everything went on silence, quite, I couldn't feel, I couldn't think, I was.. dead.
So how the hell did I wake up two months later?
I had this terrible feeling that sometime went wrong. There it was a tube on my mouth, coming into my troat, so uncomfortable. I want to breaht, but I couldn't and instantly I could feel my legs trap in cast, my left arm and my head felt heavy, wrapped on. And it was a sound of bip-bip-bip and syringes on my right arm. And even worst, I kept breathing whit my mouth but I have to cough but it was imposible. I started to suffocate, tears coming out on my eyes, burning my skin. This is so not cool. I had been a good girl, I had done all of my homeworks, I had not have sex, hadn't even a boyfriend. Come on! And now I was in hell. I started to regret for not having kissed Michael Porter, I regret not yelling on my parents, I regret for not been a normal girl. What have I done so evil to deserve this?
I did not even notice the nurse almost screaming for the doctor, I just want it to be finish. And finally, they took out that gross tube of my mouth, and I could breath. The air never felt so good coming in to my nose. Even if it hurt a little, I felt it in pleasure. I focused my eyes, there were a light on the top of my bed, and I was so cold. The nurse went out, calling almost hysterically for someone, and the doctor started to examined my eye with a tiny flashlight.
-What's your name, honey?- he asked.
-Shadow.. Shadow-
I closed my eyes, my head suddenly hurted. I couln't remenber my lastname. I felt so weird.
-Shadow what? Where do you live?- he was hearing my heart with that frozen thing.
-Shadow- I repeted, making an effort- Shadow.. Conrad- I could say.
-Oh my holy Jesus- another voice said.
And then I had this lady on top, hugging me and giving me kisses and putting his hands on my forehead. Her eyes were deep blue, her hair brown and little bit curly, she most have like thirty, I thought. Wait. The tought came slowly to my head, just like my lastname, it was like an image coming from the deepest part of my brain until I finally made it. I knew then. The lady hugging me, asking me a thousand of questions at the same time and crying on happiness were my mom.
Her name was... her name was... ¡Oh what's wrong with me?! Her name was Angelique for god sake. I tried to hug her back, but I couldn't, with my left arm on a cast and my rigth on doctor's hand, who was putting another medicine and giving orders to nurses.
-Mom? Mom, what happened? I can't rembember.. I was..-
-Oh honey you don't have to make more effort, everything is fine now, you're safe candy baby, eveything is all right-
-Mom where's dad? Where is Angel?- I asked as soon as the tought of my dad, Patrick, and my little brother came into my head.
-Your dad went for coffee, and little Angel is with your aunt Betty. You want to see your dad honey? Don't worry candy baby, he's going to be here in a minute-
-You're okay right now Shadow, but we need to make others tests, just to be sure, rigth? You had a car accident, pretty hard one. You have multiple fractures and a concussion of the brain, you're stable at this time but we still don't know the possibles damages you may have after two months on coma- the doctor was talking and writing some thing on his papers.
-My head hurts- I said, trying to not freak out with what he said, ¿Have I been in coma? What the...?
-I just gave you something for that, don't be worry, don't make efforts to remember or think a lot. Mrs, please help her to stay calm, I'll be back in just a moment-
The doctor went out and my mom smalied at me, with that look of her so warm, she was so happy.
-Everything is fine now- she kept saying, more for herself than for me.
And then my eyes closed again.
A/N: So that's it for now... the real story begins at the next chapter! I'll been uploading very soon... please comment! =D
