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Chapter 8: Crawl Back

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• Aspyns POV •
It wasn't like him to do that. At all. He was a famous singer in a famous punk band, and he hit me.

I'd constantly repeat to myself that it was a dream, but when I continued to stare blankly at him, and seeing the tense in his eyes, I knew it wasn't.

"W-w-why did you do that." My constant stuttering led him to believe that I was scared, and yes in fact I was. Who wouldn't be?

"Get out of my car." Brendon said clenching his jaw and gripping onto the steering wheel tighter that he has ever done in this entire car ride.

"Now!" He shouted. My eyes gave him the feeling of guilt.

When I exited the car, I felt like a lost puppy that didn't have a home. Abandoned. Alone.

Brendon's car screeched off into the distance, and that's when I realized that he was not going to contradict himself, and come driving back to me, but even if he did make that realization, I don't think I'd ever lay a foot in that car again. I can't be constantly reminded of the pain and agony that I had felt the second I felt a harsh hit against my face.

I didn't know where to go after that had happened. I felt like I was in the middle of nowhere. I pulled out my phone and texted Monica to come pick me up. Luckily, she was nearby.

No words can describe how alone I felt. I thought I had something with him, but I think too hard. Always.

I've grown attached to this man, Brendon and now, even after he had hit me, I still felt this undying passionate love for him. I know I shouldn't, but I do. Maybe he didn't mean it, but maybe he did.

I couldn't crawl back to him. If he really cared, he'd come back. So, now at this time right now in my life, I'm waiting for him to come back to me.
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A/N: Listen guys, I'm sorry for not posting frequently like I should be. I really do enjoy writing this book and bringing you amazing fan fiction, but I've been having a major writers block and I can't think of anything to write. This is just a filler chapter and I know it sucks, but the next chapter will be ten times better.

Now onto the good news, my birthday was two days ago and I got a late birthday gift yesterday from my dad and he got me tickets to see Panic! I can't wait. This was on my summer bucket list and I'm so happy that I'm fortunate enough to go. I love Panic! so much. I know tons of people say that, but I really do. I deleted tons of stuff off my phone for the concert so I can take tons of photos.

Also, I finished school a week ago and I passed all my classes, and I'm so happy.

Also also, I know that there is no song in the beginning, but that's because I didn't have time to put one on.

Thank you guys for taking the time to read this shitty chapter.

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