the seminal's ; b.u | [ REWRITE IN PROGRESS ]

Chapter 9: Secrets

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When your chips are down, and your drinks are all gone

I'll still be here, wishing and waiting for you to come home
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• Aspyn's POV •
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As soon as Monica arrived to my destination in her deep green Cadillac I felt safe.

I knew that Brendon was far away from me, but a part of me didn't enjoy that feeling. It's like I needed him here beside to me to make me feel completed.

Monica finally spoke to me and broke me out of my gruesome thoughts about Brendon and asked me the most obvious question, "What happened?"

I didn't know what to say. So, I just said the most oblivious thing that could have possibly escaped my mouth, "Brendon just wasn't who I thought he was." 

"Clearly. He's pretty famous and is probably too busy to manage any type of relationship with you." And out goes Monica being clueless, but I just decided to go with it to avoid any further questions.

"Right."

"Do you want me to drop you off at your house?" Monica asked.

"No. My parents are gone for the next two weeks, and I need some sort of company." I always hated being left alone at my house. I felt like no one wanted to be with me.

Monica turned into the driveway of her house. She took the key out of the ignition and got out of the car, while I stayed in the car for a tad longer, I didn't know why, I just did. Once I realized that it started to get weird, I got out of the car and went inside Monica's house.

We stayed in her room all night and watched Disney movies because their old movies didn't get appreciated enough in our eyes.

Monica rested her head on my shoulder and fell asleep after the first three minutes of Camp Rock Two: The Final Jam.

I watched the movie and listened to Demi Lovato's voice fill the bedroom, but then my phone started to go off in my jacket pocket.

I was getting a call, which was quite unusual. I took my phone out of my pocket and saw that I was getting a call from Brendon. I groaned at the site of his picture on my phone screen.

I shrugged Monica's head off my shoulder, and answered Brendon's phone call. I went out onto Monica's bedroom balcony to talk to Brendon, so I wouldn't wake up Monica or her parents.

"Why are you calling me?" I said bluntly.

"Aspyn. Im so sorry." Brendon started to cry into the cellphone and it echoed into my ear.

"For what? That you hit me? Yeah. Im sorry too. For ever trusting you."

"Aspyn. You don't understand. I-i was angry."

"Nice excuse. I was angry at you too, but you don't see me going around smacking you. Give it up Brendon. If you're so sorry, then show me how sorry you actually are." I was so angry and I wasn't being myself.

"Aspyn plea-" I had cut Brendon off by ending the call. Did I feel bad? Yes. I felt terrible. I had just abandoned him in his own thoughts, and now I feel like the bad guy.

I quietly walked back into Monica's bedroom, and she was standing at the door, no longer in her bed, with her arms crossed and she looked at my sympathetically.

"When were you going to tell me that Brendon hit you?"
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A/N: soooo my concert is in 9 days and im so pumped guys. also, i want to ask you guys if i should do a youtube channel. im highly thinking about it. just let me know in the comments. also also, i have not proofread this chapter yet, so if theres any errors thats why. this chapter is probably my favorite so far. ive also been loving the band little earthquake, btw.

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Song: Kaleidoscope Eyes
Artist: Panic! At The Disco
Album: Vices & Virtues Deluxe Edition
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