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Chapter 13: The Town Ruins

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Break involuntary ties
A secret so the spies
Could never find us out

Stay for as long as you have time
So the mess that we'll become
Leaves something to talk about
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~ aspyn's pov ~
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i didn't know what to do right now. i was so hesitant with myself. i love brendon, but at the same time, i need to get away from him. he's dangerous.

i stared long and hard at my suitcase that had laid still on my wooden hard floor. i swallowed hard as i got up out of bed and began to pack. i threw in jackets, shirts, pants, shoes, anything to keep me up while i'm away at my destination that has yet to be determined.

as i close up my suitcase with everything i need in it, a lightbulb turned on in my head. i have one of my "drug buddies" as my father calls them. they live out in the east coast and they had always talked about needing a roommate to keep them company down there.

i called up my friend and asked him if he was still in desperate need of a roommate. he said yes and that he had a spare room. he said that he would start to get it ready for me once i arrived. i thanked him, then ended the call because i began to carry my luggage downstairs to put in my car.

as i walked down my creaking stairs, a visitor at the door began to knock. i groaned and walked to the door and opened the door to see brendon, i also silently groaned in my head.

"what do you need brendon?" i say bluntly.

"aspyn please forgive me." brendon says to me with a sad look on his face.

"just leave me alone!" i say as i begin to shut the door on him, but he grabs my shoulder harshly and clenches hard and tight.

he lets go as he noticed my suitcases propped against the wall. he walks passed to me to make sure he wasn't just dreaming of them. he turns around and his eyebrows are knitted together and he has a sad expression built onto his face.

"we're you going to leave me?" he says. the sad expression that had been built onto his face, immediately left as he came near me to try to hurt me.

i flinched and finally said, "i'm leaving because of this!" i walked away from where he was standing and began to grabbed my suitcases and roll them out of my house. "now if you'll excuse me i'm trying to leave."

"apsyn i was-" i had cut him off.

"you weren't trying to help anything, brendon! you're a fucking psycho!" i say bring my bags out to my car, as brendon shortly followed behind me.

i put my suitcases in the back of my car. i turned to brendon who was lost for words. i felt bad. i felt terrible. i got up on my tippy toes and placed a gentle kiss on his cheek. it didn't mean anything to me or to him. it was a farewell, because i will never come back to this town that ruined me, or even come back to ever look at the monster who started it all.

i got in my car. i started the ignition and drove away from brendon as he placed his hand on the side of his cheek where i kissed it.

i didn't look back. i couldn't bring myself to. i didn't want to. 
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A/N: Another chapter! i may start the final chapter tonight or tomorrow, but this is what i have now! i hope you guys enjoy it. ill try to update the sequel to paint you soon! thanks to everyone who sent me photos of brendon, but i couldn't do some of them because i forgot to mention that i suck at teeth as well.

love,
abbie💙
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Song: Casual Affair
Artist: Panic! At The Disco
Album: Too Weird To Live, Too Rare To Die
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