Dance With Devils (Various x Reader)

Rem x Reader: Messages of Regret [Part 1]

You: Can I ask you something?
Rem: Yeah.
You: Do you imagine me and you in the future?
Rem: I don't know..
You: I have one last question.
You: Do you still feel same towards me as you did while we dated?
Rem: I don't understand.
You: Do you still care about me or even love me?
Rem: Of course I still do.

*taking place a year after the breakup*

You: Wow... one year after... us
Rem: That long?
You: Yeah.
You: There's so much swimming through my head.
Rem: About?
You: Nevermind me.
Rem: No, tell me.

*The next couple of conversations took place in my life. These messages are almost word for word, so please respect them.*

Urie: You need to tell him, (F/N).
You: I want to, but I can't. I just can't.
Urie: There's no point in waiting.
You: I'm afraid.
Urie: Of?
You: I'm afraid of both options. I'm afraid he still loves me, but I'll be waiting for the rest of my life for him. I'm afraid if he doesn't, then the time I have spent waiting was a waste of time.
Urie: You have nothing to lose. Rem isn't the type to let such a petty thing change his opinion.
You: I already know he doesn't want to date me anymore. Don't you remember the truth or dare at the party?
You: And he likes (Girl's Name) too.
Urie: You wanna know why he doesn't want to date you?
You: I guess..
Urie: He doesn't want to date you because he doesn't want to let you down. Or not let you down, but he won't know how to handle certain situations. Like he said that one day you came to school in the morning crying, he didn't know how to handle the situation. He froze because he didn't know what to do. He's afraid something like that might happen again.
Urie: He doesn't want to hurt you or make you feel bad.
You: But he never made me feel that way.

You: Rem? Can I ask you something?
Rem: Yeah.
You: N-Nothing... I just remembered.
Rem: What was it?
You: Uhm... the homework assignment for English.
Rem: Ah.

You: I don't need to bring up our relationship, Urie. If he is happy, that's all I care about.
Urie: But (F/N), you aren't happy.
You: I've done my job as a girlfriend if he's happy. Even without me.
Urie: But that's the thing. You both can be happy.
You: I'm only bringing up the impossible. I don't need to waste my breath.
Urie: He still loves you.
You: And how much I wished that was true.
Urie: You can be happy too, (F/N).
You: I decided my life's purpose is to sacrifice everything till nothing is left, all for the sake of those I care about. I decided that a long time ago, Urie.
Urie: Then make me happy and talk to Rem.
You: It isn't that easy.
Urie: Talk. To. Rem.
You: I don't need to invade his happiness if he doesn't need me.
Urie: You know, if he knew how unhappy you were he would worry. And he would want to help.
You: Which is why he will never know how unhappy I am.
You: Just to make you happy, I will ask him. I will see how he feels. But whatever he says, will determine my decision to hold on or let go. Without needing explanations. Deal?
Urie: Deal.

You: I'm just going to go straight into it.
Rem: Into what?
You: How do you feel about dating again?
Rem: I... I don't think we should.
You: I- I see. Okay, that's all I needed. Thanks.

You: Done. It's over.
Urie: Wait, (F/N), it can't end like this.
You: But it did. He doesn't want to. I got my answer. I'm giving up on Rem.
Urie: (F/N)...
You: Done.
Urie: But even if you just talk it out and find out why-
You: No. I got my answer. And I'm not coming back to him.

You: He's moving on, and so should I.