I'm Fine

"I'm Fine"
That is what I tell you
With a smile upon my face
But it's always just a lie

Inside, I am always in pain
Sometimes, more than not
Of course I won't tell you
I can't deal with the shame

I always wonder
How can I still smile?
How can I still laugh?
How do I keep together?

My heart has long since shattered
There's nothing I can do
Yes, I was consoled
But the words never even mattered

Even now, I desperately try to fix myself
Put the pieces back together
But just like delicate glass they cut
And cause more pain in itself

So.. how do I really feel?
Here.. I'll to describe it for you

I'm Alone
I'm Neglected
I'm Afraid
I'm Pained
I'm Broken
I'm Desperate
I'm Lost
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I'm Fine