Jason-
I rolled out of bed at 6am and jumped in the shower. After I'd showered I straightened my hair,applied a think line of eyeliner and got dressed. Black skinny jeans with tears in the knees, asking Alexandria shirt, plain black jacket and black doc Martin boots.
I ran downstairs grabbed my vans backpack, a slice of toast and ran out the door shouting bye to my parents. Emma pulled up and I jumped in the passenger seat. I grabbed a can of monster energy out of my bag and clicked it open.
"I swear to God those things will be the death of you jason" she whined.
"Oh well I will die a very happy death." I smirked. We pulled into the school parking lot. "Ew" I fixed my hair and climbed out.
"Jaaaasssssooon!" Drew yelled running across the yard and flinging his arms around me. I turned wrapped my arms around his waist and breathing in the smell of his body spray.
"Gimmie" he said reaching for my monster. I passed it him and he took a huge gulp and passed it back.
I could see Emma watching me with a raised eyebrow. "Emma can I talk to you a minute?" I said pulling her away from the others, "there's something I need to tell you, and its not going to be easy, because your the first person I will have told." I said taking a deep breath ,"emma, er, I'm, erm, I'm gay." I said covering my face with my hands.
"Aw Jason it's okay. It makes no difference, you're still my best friend." She said hugging me tightly.
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After school Emma drove to mine. We went upstairs to my room ,I grabbed another can of monster plugged my phone into the docking station and started playing 'blink 182 take of your pants and your jacket' album.
"So..." Emma sighed collapsing on my bed "any guys you got your eyes on?" She giggled.
"Er yeah there is this one guy" I said running my hands through my hair.
"Tell me all about him!"
"Well he's quite short, cute, he's the nicest guy I've ever met, he's got the most gorgeous eyes in the world."
"What's his name?" She asked
"Drew"
"No freaking way! I knew you liked him, I could tell this morning!"
"Haha, you can't tell him Emma, I'm serious"
"Yeah yeah I won't but you atleast have to tell the rest of them you're gay. And what better time than now? They'll all be in the skate park by now let's go!"
Ugh "fine" I said grabbing my board and heading out the door followed by emma.
We got to the skate park and sure enough everyone was there, including drew. Ugh he looked perfect, his jeans clinging to his skinny legs, he lifted up his shirt to wipe the few beads of sweat from his forehead showing his beautifully chiseled muscles, his blue hair slightly messed up from the breeze outside he spotted us and smiled skating over to us.
"Everybody gather around Jason has an announcement" Emma yelled.
"You're not pregnant are you Jason?" Sawyer laughed.
"Nope. But I do have something go tell you guys. Today is the first time I've ever told anyone and I hope you guys will still be my friends afterwards and if not it was nice knowing you." Here goes nothing I took a deep breath, " I'm gay."
"Wait what?" Joey said in slight shock
"I like guys"
"Damn that leaves me out then" Zoe laughed
I looked over at drew and he looked deep in thought. Damn it I knew this wouldn't turn out well, he hates me now
"Drew?" I said quietly he looked up at me "are you okay?" He nodded. A tear slipped down my cheek.
"Of course I'm okay Jason." He said smiling, "GROUP HUG!" he yelled tackling me to the ground and wrapping his arms around me tightly.
Everyone else jumped on top crushing me and drew.
"Guys. Can't breathe" I gasped everybody rolled off and we lead there in a laughing heap.
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I lead in bed texting drew.
'I've a friend I want you to meet.' He said
'Who? '
'He's called connor'
'He doesn't happen to be gay does he?'
'Yeah :)' oh frick
'Okay'
'Tomorrow night, at the skate park , 6pm.'
'Fine'
'It'll be fun'
'Night drew <3'
'Night darling <3'
I rolled over and went to sleep dreading tomorrow.
