Jason-
So me and Connor have been "dating" for like a month now and I think it's safe to say everything's going well :).
I've decided today is the day I'm going to come out to my mom.
*buzz buzz* my phone vibrated.
'Good luck telling your mom today Hun. I'm always here if you need me :) xxxxx<3 -C'
'Thanks babe. I'm just nervous. What if she hates me? What if she kicks me out? xxxxx<3 -J'
'Then you can come and stop with me. My moms totally cool about me being gay. She's disappointed she hasn't met you yet ;) xxxxx <3-C'
'Thanks Connor. I'll come and meet her as soon as I can :) xxxxx<3-J'
'If you want I'll come over and stay with you whilst you tell her if you like? xxxxx<3-C'
'You would? Xxxxx<3-J'
'Of course I'll be there in 5 xxxxx<3 -C'
I hoped off my bed and brushed my hair slipped off my tatty shirt I got off my brother 2 Christmas' ago and put on a clean tiedye shirt and sprayed axe all over me. I hopped down stairs just as there was a knock on the door. I swung it open and it was Connor I beamed and fought the urge to kiss his cheek. I turned round to guide him to the living room when he touched my butt. "Later" I smirked and gave him a wink.
"Who's at the door honey?" my mother asked appearing at kitchen door.
"Mom this is Connor he's a friend of drew's"
"Lovely to meet you" she smiled yanking my poor boyfriend into a tight hug I laughed as he exhaled in shock
"Mom will you come to the living room we need to talk" I said walking to the living room and sitting on the sofa. Connor stayed by the door.
"What's wrong honey?" She said with a worried look on her face.
"mom this isn't...." I stopped. I felt like I was going to be sick, I was sweating and my breathing was uneven. I couldn't do this I was going to hurl
"This isn't what jason" she asked taking hold of my hand
"This um isn't easy for me to erm say but you need to know because you're my mom." I looked at her in the eyes. "Mom I'm gay, and Connor" I said pointing towards the door way "Connors my boyfriend" she stayed silent. "Ah shit" I mumbled
"Mom...." A tear slipped down my face "Do you still love me?" I said more tears welling in my eyes.
she pulled me into a tight hug. "Of course I love you Jason. You're my son and ill never leave you, I'm so proud of you right now" I pulled away from her and she was crying but tears of happiness. "Connor get here right now" my mom demanded standing up and pulling me with her. "you're always welcome in this family" she smiled hugging us both.
"Can we go to my room now?" I asked breaking free from her hug
"Yes but just remember theres little old me down here so don't be too loud" she giggled
"MOM!" I glared at her pulling Connor out the room and upstairs. I switched on the tv and flipped to adventure time I jumped into bed and wriggled under the covers patting the space next to me signalling for Connor to come next to me.
"You're crazy you know" he said climbing in next to me "and that's why I love you." He wrapped his arms around my waist and I cuddled into his chest.
I must have dozed off because I woke up to the faint sound of Connors voice on the phone.
"No he's asleep... i'll ask him when he wakes up... Yeah everything with his mom went fine... Drew I swear I will cu- he's awake" Connor said looking down at me "drew says he has a free house all weekend and want to know if we're going to his gathering tonight and staying over he says that Emma, Brad, Drew, Reece, Christian, Louise, Sawyer, Zoe and Joey are going" I nodded untangling myself from Connor and heading towards the bathroom ,"he said yes we'll see you at 7 bye"
I looked at the clock it was 5 o'clock now that means I have 1 and half hours to get ready.
"I'm showering open this door and I will cut you" I said closing the door behind me. I showered quickly then dried my hair. I wrapped a towel round my waist and walking back into my bedroom. "Connor pick me an outfit" I said whilst heading to the mirror. I straightened my hair and then backcombed it so it stuck up a bit. I put on a tiny bit of eyeliner and the turned back to Connor who had chosen black straight leg jeans a pink shirt a black skinny tie and pink converse.
"I swear you've picked the outfit to make me look the most homosexual man in the world" I laughed getting dressed "but I love you so it's okay" I grabbed a black rucksack and packed a huge shirt to sleep in and a change of clothes for tomorrow I got my phone my wallet and my keys and headed downstairs with Connor in hand.
"Mom me and Connor are leaving now. we're going to Connors to grab some things and then going to drew's for a small get together and were sleeping over there" I said
"Okay take care honey I have work tomorrow so Ill be home around 5" she hugged Connor and gave me a kiss on the cheek and we headed out the door
When we got to Connors he opened the door. "MOMMY?" he yelled
"Your mother is out Connor" a man shouted back a couple of seconds later he emerged out of the living room "and you must be Jason" he beamed at me, "I'm Connors father and it's a pleasure to finally meet the boy with my little sons heart"
"DAD!" Conner shouted going a scarlet colour
"Nice to meet you too sir" I said shaking his hand
"Please call me Tom"
"Me and Jason are stopping at drews tonight" Connor said grabbing an overnight bag and running upstairs, moments later he was back, he grasped my hand. "Bye dad"
"Hey I'll drive you guys. I'm presuming you'll be having a piss up at drew's seen as his parents are away for the weekend so ill get you some drinks on the way"
"Thanks dad"
At about 6:55 we arrived at drews with crate of alcohol cans and another crate of monster. 'Tom' bought the monster after I explained that I don't really drink.
"thanks dad see you tomorrow" Connor said as we walked into drew's house. Sawyer was already quite drunk and say in the corner arguing with himself... Freaking idiot.
Tonight is going to be interesting I guess.
