Skinny Love || NamJin

Shy

Jin

Everytime I look at you, my heart starts beating. I mean, it beats all the time very fast, because I am shy and I hate to talk to people, but you make it beat in a different way...

It was 6 AM and I looked in the mirror, checking myself. I looked... okay, I guess. I am not really pretty but also not totally ugly, so I guess I'm just pretty normal.

I slipped into my Converse Shoes and stepped out of the house "bye mom" I said quietly , no response. Thats fine.

In the bus I didn't say anything , like usually, not just because I'm shy but also because I have no friends. They don't hate me, they just don't understand.

The girls started squealing happily when someone entered the bus. I looked up and , no wonder, it was Kim Namjoon, the school "idol". He looked at me and I blushed a bit. Don't look at me! I thought to myself as he smiled at me, showing his cute dimples. Gosh, so cute...

I sat down at my desk and laid my head down. So tired. I stayed up until 4 AM, because I was so scared of school I couldn't sleep. But why am I so scared? I looked up and exactly knew why, He sat in front of me. But why?

He turned around and literally slammed my head on the table. W-Why does he sit in front of me? Someone poked me on the head and I shyly locked up "y-yes?"

"Um.. Hey, I'm Namjoon. Have we ever talked before?" Oh gosh. thats so embrassing. We have never talked before. He doesn't even know my name. Oh god, Oh god.

"I don't t-think so.. I'm Jin" The longer the sentence , the quieter I got.

"Ah, I see. Mrs.Lee sat me in front of you because she told me you weren't so good in Math" I blushed a bit and nodded slowly. Does he want to help me?

We were interrupted by a grumpy Mr.Kim who threw his bocks on the desk and started his English lesson. Good that I'm well in English.

The bell rang , some stayed in and some went outside. Next class is Math. Oh god. I looked up and at Namjoons back. His back was very muscular and manly, it was a nice view. I got out my food and ate a small piece of bread , I'm a very picky eater and never ate much.
"Grrhskxnamz!!" The sound came loud from the front and I looked at a quietly suffering namjoon, looking at his growling stomach. "geez" I whispered and placed a small piece of bread on his desk . "Thank you Jin!" He said happily and ate the bread , while smiling wide. I just nodded quietly and looked down at my math folder, shit, I forgot the homework. I looked desperate around, hoping for someone to make the homework now too, but no, there was no one. I sighed and then tapped on Namjoons shoulder

"mh?" He asked, munching the bread.

"u-uh... can you lend me the math homework? I forgot it.." I said slowly , picking on my nails and looking down. He nodded and smiled at me "There you go" he said happily and lend his folder to me. "T-Thanks" I said quietly and wrote down the mathstuff. After I finished I gave it back to him and played with my sleeves. "You know" Namjoon said , turning around to me "You're pretty shy, aren't you?"

I looked up, biting my lip. Why does he have to talk about this to me? "u-uhm.. I don't know, why...?"

"You never talked to me. that makes me sad" He said and made a sad grimace.

"why sad?" I asked. I always try to make my sentences as short as I can, because I just hate talking, as you can see.

"Because you seem nice. Everyone talks to me, but I don't like anyone of them really. I like you, but you never talked to me, that made me sad." He said totally open and honest.

I blushed a bit and looked down "u-uhhm well .. you know, I just.. don't know how to talk to people.. especially people like y-you" - "Like me?" He raised an eyebrow and looked at me confused

"y-you're so popular" Especially with girls, I thought and sighed a bit.

"Aw, You're cute and honest. I like that, wanna be friends?" he asked smiling

"S-Sure" I said, blushing a lot now and still looking down at my sleeves. stupid namjoon making me blush!

"Nice!" He said and then the bell rang and math started