Skinny Love || NamJin

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"And what exactly is social anxiety?"
"I-It's a mental disorder" I mumbled and looked down, I never told this to anybody "Listen, It's just a pretty.. fucked up version of being shy.. sometimes It's so hard for me to even leave the house"

Namjoon nodded, like he understood and held both of my hands "Jin.. I know I am neither a doctor or your best friend, but maybe I can still help you.." He said in a soft tone and looked me in the eyes, his eyes are beautiful.

I still looked down and sighed "Yeah.. maybe.. you can help me" Namjoon looked up and smiled "and how?" He asked, still holding my hands "J-Just stay by my side.. please" I said quietly and looked at both of our hands, Namjoon suddenly leaned down and kissed my forehead.

I looked up, blushing like a little girl, and Namjoon was smiling like an idiot "Jinnie, I will always be there for you~" He said smiling and got me looking like a little girl, that just fell in love for the first time.

And it was like this, I fell in love with Kim Namjoon.

It was now almost 22pm and I got sleepy, I yawned and rested my head on Namjoons shoulder. "You want to sleep?" He asked and looked at me, I nodded and he instantly picked me up bridal style and carried me to his bed, laying me down like I was made out of glass. "Can I lie next to you?" He whispered, I nodded and he laid down next to me, both of us under the same blanket. It felt wonderful.

Namjoon grabbed my waste and pulled me close to him. I again blushed like an idiot and looked at my hands "Jin.. do you feel save by my side?" He looked at me and seemed serious, so I nodded and answered "Yes.. When you hugged me in the cafeteria, where I got a panic attack, I felt so save... you calm me down and you're the first person that makes me feel.. loved" I said seriously but also in a soft tone. Namjoon nodded and smiled at me "That makes me happy~" He said smiling with his cute dimples showing. Damn, he is so cute.

The rest of the night I just laid in Namjoons arms and probably only slept 1-2 Hours because I didn't want to miss any moment with Namjoon.

I don't want to fall in love, but I already fell deep enough to give my whole heart to Namjoon.

Hello, sorry I'm currently in Berlin but I still try to update, so this chapter is a little bit shorter >_< ~ I hope u still like it and please vote for it, it would make me so happy <3 bye~

PS: there are so many cute asians in berlin hhh I just can't rn omo (>_<)