Juliet's Flawed Wings

Prologue

"yeah mom", i replied and entered my room.

i sighed and sat on my bed. it was 10 pm, a typical time for kids my age to sleep. but i couldn't. because of this stupid pain in my lungs.

when will my time come?

i just want to finish it.

i took long breaths and walked to my cupboard.

grabbed my medicine and looked at my reflection in the mirror.

i could actually hear the mirror whispering to me.

not good enough.

too fat.

too ugly.

too small.

too this too that.

unwanted.

disgrace.

i slammed my fist on the mirror, breaking it.

"you lie!", i shouted at the trillion pieces of glass lying lifelessly at the ground.

i tugged at my hair, frustrated.

control yourself Juliet

this is what the world is turning you into

do not listen to them

i opened the bottle with shaky hands taking out a pill and gulped it down with water.

my hands reached for the support of the shelf and i took deep breaths.

and then i saw it.

that object that helps telling me that i am alive.

that object that takes pleasure running on my body.

i slowly took it and pushed the blade upwards.

i never knew my paper cutter could be my friend.

and within a few painful seconds, my arm was crimson.

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A\N hey guys! this is my book annnnd this is NOT a story based on self harm! its just a novel about Juliet's problems!!

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