Juliet's Flawed Wings

2:Five years old and five months

i swung my chair round and round.

"stop acting like a 5 year old Juliet Susan Waters", mom sternly ordered.

"stop calling me by my name, especially the full one", i rolled my eyes.

but sadly, i had to stop my chair.

woahhh the world is spinning. i had to grab my head and focus on an object which happened to be a stethoscope.

the door opened and a lady came in. that was dr.Anne, the one doing my treatment.

we had a "special" appointment with her. 

her words, not mine.

"hello, sorry i'm late, traffic you know", she rushed and sat down.

she took a deep breath and smiled.

"hey Juliet, how are you?", she politely asked.

"same as ever", i muttered, not showing any interest.

mom glared at me.

"she's fine", she said.

"good. so i want to tell you something. Juliet..are you physically prepared for this?", she rose an eyebrow.

i covered my arms and slowly nodded.

"well..are you emotionally prepared for this?", she slowly asked.

i looked at her and narrowed my eyes.

what is she talking about?

"Juliet...the reports of your tests were all positive which shows that the cancer has spread to your entire lungs and this is stage 3..of 4", she sighed.

"what does that mean?", mom asked.

"....there's no cure. and she's got 5 months..", dr.anne pursed her lips.

...

.......

i heard mom's gasp.

everyone looked at me.

"..i'm going to die", was all i said.

mom shook her head and sobbed.

i stood up and walked out.

i'm going to die

i'm going to die

i'm going to die

was all that was running over my mind.

well i should be happy as i always wanted to end this thing called "life".

i ran a hand through my hair and was about to take a left turn when i bumped into a huge wall of bricks.

"i'm so sorry-"

oh the wall talks.

i looked up.

oh you've got to be kidding me

"i'm sorry Juliet i-" 

"what's with you and bumping into people?", i growled, literally.

Harvey chuckled.

"sorry i didn't mean to", he smiled.

"whatever", i rolled my eyes and stepped aside.

"what's with the mood han? why so down?", he rose an eyebrow.

"oh yeah? so tell me what to do when you get to know you're about to die", i said in a low voice and pushed roughly past him.

everything was in slow motion

i could hear all noises but my brain wasn't functioning to make out any thing 

my hands fumbled but managed to open the car door.

i sat in  and took deep breaths.

everything is going to be okay now

i'm finally going to leave this hell on earth

i've always wanted this and now it's happening 

i've always wanted to end this dreadful life

only 5 more months..

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