Best Friends - //verkwan//

0.6 - not your toy

after a few days, we started talking again, no awkwardness or whatsoever, but I felt like he has been avoiding my eye contact but I can feel him staring at me whenever I'm the one who talks in the interview, or even just our normal activities, he's staring.

of course, who wouldn't stare? I'm the most handsome in our group after all.

when we are talking, he would stare at my lips repeatedly and sometimes try to lean in and kiss me, good thing my reaction is always on time and I can avoid it immediately.

"seungkwan, please, just a kiss." he says, as if he's been craving for my lips, why don't he just kiss dino? it's easier, well, in my opinion.

"vernonie, no, I don't want to kiss yet." I said, trying to make him go away, not in a mean way, but I just, don't want to be near him, not after what happened to us for almost a month and pretend nothing is wrong with that.

"but you just said 'yet'" he says, he cups my face with both of his hands and I realized over these past few years, he has grown taller, now he's taller than me and I can scent the danger. but it's not the time for me to think about that now.

"vernon." I said, stopping him with my hands.

"yes?" he asks innocently, still towering over me.

"what am I to you?" I asked, almost obvious that I really wanted to know the truth. but his answer breaks my heart into a million pieces, why am I feeling like this?

"you're my best friend, hyung." my arms fell back automatically and he leaned in to peck my lips then smiled at me, this is not the time for him to be happy.

I can't take this anymore, I'm falling hard for him and he's the one ruining this and my feelings.

I roughly shoved him away and tears started to fall from my eyes. I wiped them off with my sleeves and I looked at him, still tearing up.

"I'm not your toy." I stomped away from the dorm and I realized,

I didn't know where to go. 

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I guess I'm enjoying this a bit too much, yes please you guys are free to shoot me.