Best Friends - //verkwan//

0.7 - scolded

vernon's pov (finally)

I've been hurting hyung for so many times, and I realized he's a human being too and he doesn't only smile, he shows a lot of emotions too, I - I've been playing with him for too long and now I've made the biggest mistake in my life, if only I can turn back time or even take those words back and swallow them.

I wanted to chase after him, but my legs won't move, my body is too numb. "hey, vernon? where did seungkwan go?" jeonghan-hyung asked, concerned.

I shrugged my shoulders and tried my best to walk normally, but I do know I am actually looking more like a zombie instead of the normal me. I've been in love for too long and I ruined that chance for myself.

"hey, hansol." jeonghan-hyung raised his voice this time, loud enough that it echoed through the living room.

I can already hear rushed footsteps from each unit's room and they all gathered around the living room, sitting on the couch one by one. only s.coups-hyung who's walking slowly yawning.

"I'm pretty sure you do know something is wrong with him." he says, he puts his hands over my shoulders and I avoided his eye contact by focusing on a certain thing.

"look at me!" he shouted, everyone flinched at the sudden tone hyung was having, even s.coups-hyung was taken aback and everyone decided to watch us silently.

"what the hell did you do? where is seungkwan?" I shook my head again and now tears started forming in my eyes.

"I don't know! I don't- know!" I choked on my own words as I held my own tears back. I started to bite my finger nails and hyung slapped my hands away from my mouth.

"you do know seungkwan is very sensitive, right? even mentioning something about his own damn mom can make him freaking cry! what kind of best friend are you? he takes care of you literally every single day without you knowing and now this is the treatment he receives?" everyone nodded in unison and only wonwoo who is emotionless and motionless.

"I- I am sorry." I bowed my head and he hugged me, soon it turned into a group hug where I'm being suffocated.

after we're all done, we all take a seat.

"I just don't know what to do." I finally said, nervousness eating me up.

"wait for him, and apologize, if not, I'll chop you." s.coups-hyung stated, I nodded at him as I gulp.

"I- I'll do my best."

"I'm sure he'll come back here, don't worry much. Just stay here and do not go out until I tell you to. It's too dangerous for you out there to be alone."

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how is your heart? mine is breaking into half.