16 & pregnant?

Breakups.

I woke up to a screaming baby beside my bed.

I saw Bentley screaming and crying in his bassinet.

"Oh baby what's the matter" I said while rocking him back an forth switching on my lamp

I looked at my alarm clock and saw it was on 4:30Am, Ugh it's to early.

I quickly gave Bentley his pacifier so Wyatt wouldn't wake up from crying.

I walked down my swirly stairs walking into the kitchen, grabbing a bottle from the fridge for Bentley.

I sat on the leather Seconal in the living room feeding Bentley.

My brother Nathan has his daughter who's now 4 months, her and her mom Chloe sleep over 2-3 times a week.

I heard little baby screams coming from his bedroom, it's a zoo in here with 3 baby's my stepdad me, my brother, my sister & my brothers girlfriend.

I just remembered I had baby Wyatt sleeping in my room alone, now that Isaiah's not here anymore it's just me doing everything.

I wrapped Bentley in a blanket & cradled him patting his back so he could burp.

"Good boy" I kissed him talking in a baby voice.

I walked up stairs, barely keeping my eyes open.

I put Bentley back in his bassinet and kissed his forehead watching him fall asleep.

I crawled back in my lonely bed & dozed off.

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I grabbed another dish & washed it while talking to my family.

"Thank you for breakfast." Chloe said putting her dish in the sink.

"Not a problem." My mom said smiling cleaning up the table.

Bentley & Wyatt were in there swings in the living room.

"Have you heard from Isaiah?" Chloe asked while rocking Paige back and forth.

"Not a word." I answered now feeling like shit.

"I've heard rumors that he's met a new girl."

I felt a big lump form in my throat, I felt sick to my stomach & my eyes started to fill with tears.

"What?" I dried off my hands & faced her.

"He started hanging out with the bad crew again & there's a new girl named chelsey, he's been seeing her as far as I know."

My face heated up and tears started falling down my face, I could barely breath.

My little sister wrapped her arms around me and hugged me tight "are you okay sissy?"

I had to be strong for her & my boys, I'm not gonna let Isaiah just ruin my life.

"Yes Bella." I said back whipping away tears.

Breakfast time for my boys. I said opening the fridge to dozen bottles of milk.

"Can I feed Wyatt?" Annabella asked.

"I guess so."

My mom butted in "me and Annabella will feed them and take care of them, you go do what you need to do.

I walked up the stairs entering my disaster room.

Where do I start.. I thought to myself.

I picked up all the dirty bottles and clothes all over the ground.

Then started on the baby shelf, with organizing the bottles of lotion, baby powder, diapers, baby medicines, pacifiers & bibs.

I picked up all my dirty clothes and put them in a pile on my bed.

I put new sheets in the bassinets & put they're vibrators & swings against the wall in a neat order.

I then went in my walk in closet & saw my clothes everywhere.

"UGH, I've done enough!" I screamed.

I quickly put my clothes on shelves and clothes hangers & jumped in the shower.

It feels so good to shower, but I miss Isaiah more then words can explain & I just want him to be here with me.

I got dressed in guess skinny jeans and had a little bit of trouble getting them on, I wasn't a size 5 anymore and I didn't have a flat stomach either.

After having 2 baby's things get a little chunky.

I put on a crop top & curled up my blonde hair.

I texted Brooklyn to see what he was up to and suddenly received a text from Isaiah.

My baby<3 - "can I come over? We need to talk."

I ignored the text and laid on my bed.

Brookie -" I'll come over in an hour babe." She texted back.

I walked down stairs seeing my mom cleaning the house & Chloe Nathan & Annabella sitting on the sectional watching a movie.

"How's my boys" I talked in a cute baby voice.

"Fussy" Chloe chuckled.

I smiled & grabbed the boys cars seats from the front hall so I could take them for a walk when brook gets here.

I unbuckled Wyatt from his rocking swing and brought him to the couch so I could change him.

"Need any help?" Chloe asked

"Sure you can change Bentley if you want" I asked

She grabbed Bentley & repeated the steps I did.

I changed there clothes to matching monkey outfits & put little socks on there cute little feet.

I buckled them in their car seats Gently and put the car seats on the couch next to Nathan while I went to the front hall closet to get out the twin stroller.

I propped up the stroller and buckled their car seats into the stroller.

While I waited for Brooklyn I packed up my diaper bag putting diapers, whipes, pacifiers, bottles and some snacks for me.