16 & pregnant?

Second chance?

2 months later *

"Isaiah's coming over later to discuss things" I nervously told my mom as I fed Wyatt.

"I refuse to let him in my house lexia" my mom turned serious.

"It's about the boys mom, we need to discuss the custody agreements since the court order was dismissed."

"He put you through a lot, I don't want to see it happen again."

"It's for my boys who come first in my life mom."

"You know what, for an hour that's it!"

"Okay." I answered burping Wyatt.

I brought the empty bottle to the kitchen as I held Wyatt in my arms seeing Bentley sleeping in his swing.

"Mommys got to go shower mr"I held Wyatt in the air kissing him all over.

I seen Chloe walk into the kitchen holding Paige.

"Hey chlo, got a sec to talk?"

"Yeah sure" she answered sitting at table.

"Do you know anything about Isaiah?"

"All I know is he's still dating chelsey"

My stomach turned to the fact that he's still dating that bitch.

"Wow" I answered.

"Have you talked to him since the incident at the park?"

"Not since I laid charges on him, which is already paid off, he dismissed the court order and I dropped the boys off at his house a few weeks ago so he could see them while I went and did some stuff because I didn't wanna see him & he texted me today asking to come discuss things with me"

"Are you kidding? He's freaking ridiculous!" She spat in all anger

"I thought things would turn out way differently and the fact that I'm going to be a single mom for the rest of my life is eating away at me everyday." I started crying

"Oh lex, you'll find someone one day I promise someone who will be your happy ever after and who's going to give you and your boys everything!"

"But I only want him" I cried even more.

"Lexi go take a shower so he can come and get this over with" my mom ordered taking Wyatt from me.

All I could think about in the shower was Isaiah, how much he meant to me & suddenly left our family for someone else.

"I'm never going to get my life back to the way it was" I said to myself sitting on the floor of my shower.

"Can't I just redo the past year and be a teenager again" I thought again.

Now I'm starting to regret letting Isaiah come because I'm very scared of what he's going to say.

After I finished getting ready I went down stairs to see my boys.

I seen Isaiah standing at the door making my heart skip a beat, there's the boy I fell in love with, there he is.. the one that I haven't seen in 2 months, the one I pressed charges on.

He gave me the good eye and took off his Jordan's.

"Uh hi." he said slowly walking toward me.

I gave my mom the look.

"You guys go talk I'll keep the boys down here and I'll bring them up in 15 minutes" my mom broke the awkward silence.

We made our way up the stairs closing my door behind me.

It made my heart flutter to be in the same room as him.

I sat on the bed as Isaiah sat against the wall.

He grabbed his hair and started crying.

"Lexia." He spoke gently.

I turned to look at him a mess.

"What"

"What do you want." He questioned.

"I don't know" I faced him tearing up.

"What the fuck do you want lexia"

"i can't do this" I cried into my hands.

"I love you so fucking much" he cried.

"You have a girlfriend, you can't do that to her"

"I broke up with her"

"I thought this was about custody agreements"

"Is that how you want it to be?" he looked me straight in the eye.

"Yeah." I forced myself.

"Why? why lexi".

"Do you wanna know why Isaiah?"

"I really do" he wiped away his tears.

"You left me and your family and got a girlfriend a week later, you physically hurt me and emotionally hurt me. do you wanna know how many nights I spent awake thinking about this fucking bullshit? do you know how many days I spent crying? Every night and day."

"I wanted a break, I needed space and it just happened that me and chelsey clicked I didn't intentionally try and meet anybody new, and do you want to know who I thought about every single day? you, I thought about kissing you and cuddling you every night and the way you made me feel and how important you and my sons are to me, chelsey was my only way to make me forget for a few hours, I cried almost everyday because I love you so fucking much."

"This is fucking bullshit" I cried into my pillow.

Isaiah wrapped his hands around my waist and lifted my head.

He hugged me tight and cried into my shoulder.

"I'm sorry" he whispered.

I let go as I heard my mom knock on my door.

I wiped off my smudged makeup and opened the door grabbing the boys from my mom. " thanks"

I gave the boys to Isaiah and sat beside him.

"I missed you guys so much" he kissed them on the cheek.

It made me tear up seeing how amazing he was to them.

He played with Bentley and Wyatt for a half hour & put them to sleep.

"I have work in an hour" he said standing up.

"Oh" I answered confused.

"Can you walk me out the door" he asked .

"Ok" I answered

I walked him outside.

"Can I text you later?" he asked

"I guess"

"Oh and lexi"

"What" I turned around.

He kissed me gently.

It felt so amazing to feel his soft lips against mine.

"Bye" he said getting in the car and me stepping inside.

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v.c.f

-tori