Diana

Falling

"Diana..." Zayn's soft voice came from outside the bathroom door. I sighed and rinsed the blood from my wrist, still getting the tingling pain in my body. I rinsed the razor and put it away then put my sleeve back down. my eyes were still red but that didn't matter. As long as Zayn didn't know that I have this addiction.

"Diana darling, come see me." Zayn quietly coaxed me. I took a deep breath and opened the door. Zayn gave me an apologetic smile. He opened his arms for a hug. Why do these people always want a hug? I walked to the bed, ignoring Zayn's embrace. He sat next to me.

"Babe, we have to know that your mom and dad aren't missing you and that to can come with us. We continue touring tomorrow. We're all packed but we have a lot to do if you're coming." Zayn's brown eyes seemed mysterious, the kind that made to wonder what was going on inside is head. Maybe I'd know one day. I frowned and looked at my hands.

"My father has been coming home drunk for the past year. He would abuse me and my mother, mostly her though. And last night, he shot my mother 6times. He pulled the trigger at me but he was out of bullets so he stormed out of the house screaming that he was getting more to kill me as well. I ran upstairs and packed that backpack and he came back. I hid under my bed but he found me. He pulled the trigger and missed so I ran and in the woods, I ran into Niall." I was sobbing, remembering my mother's lifeless body lying in the foyer in a puddle of blood, 6 shots in her torso. Zayn hugged me close, he held my head to his chest to keep me from shaking.

"Sh, darling."

"He killed her. He killed my mother and tried to kill me." I cried. Zayn ran his fingers through my hair. I was in this deep hole, hiding from humanity and I'm falling again.

"You'll be okay." Zayn whispers. I sigh softly.

" I know babe. Maybe you should go out with El and Perrie today. Is that okay?" Zayn asks, pulling away to look at me. I wipe my eyes and nod. He gets up, holding my hand and leads me down white carpet stairs. We walk into a large sitting area with a flat screen and 3 red couches. Niall's on one couch curled up on his phone. Louis is sitting with Harry reading book. Liam is the couch next to Niall, looking at a packet.

"Lou, ask El if she can meet Diana and hang out with her and Perrie." Zayn demands. Harry and Louis look up. Louis nods and pulls his phone out of his pocket.

"Don't you have to ask Perrie?" I ask Zayn quietly.

"I called her when you cussed at us." I nod and walk to Niall. He looks up and smiles. I get sit on the couch between him and Liam and put my head on Niall's chest. He wraps an arm around me and keeps looking at his phone. Harry stares at me while Louis is on the phone. He bites his lip and looks away at the book in Louis' hand. What's Harry's problem? Does he know I'm afraid of him?