"Harry... I can't..." I murmured as they called my section to board the plane. Harry kisses my cheek.
"You'll be fine. We love you. Text us when you get to Elijah's. Love you." Harry patted my back and the boys hugged me. I walked past the lady at the podium and into the tube that would put me on the plane, taking me away from my family.
***
"Roy!" Elijah ran and hugged me as I stepped out of the tube. I smiled slightly to myself despite my heart ache.
"Augh, how're to doing?" He asks, taking my backpack. His mother walk up behind him. She had short curly red hair and a plump figure. She had a friendly smile though.
"Hello! I'm Mrs. Camrynn." She had a soft voice too. Niall.....
"Mum, she has to get her suitcase." Elijah said. I took a deep breath and walked next to Elijah. Mrs. Camrynn followed behind.
"So, you've been with the boys?" Elijah asks. I nod absently.
"Cool, cool. Well, grab your luggage a d we'll be off."
***
We got to ELijahs house and my heart hurt too much to text the boys. I texted Perrie instead.
Di: Perrie, I'm home
Pe: what?
Di: Niall sent me 2 Elijah's home
Pe: the boy who has ur #?
Di:yeah
Pe:I'm stalking u
I giggled as Elijah walked into his room. He had a bunkbed and I was on the bottom, his mom put a red curtain for me because she said she understood that a teenage girl needs privacy and she apologized that I had to stay with Elijah.
"What're you giggling about? He said, sitting next to me on the bed.
"Perrie's texting me." I leaned into him. He didn't move, instead he put a arm around me.
"My mum says you start up school again on monday."
"No! Elijah..." He frowned and looked at me. His brown eyes were sad, much like Zayn's.
"I know... Things will be different, no one will hurt you.' He murmured.
"How do you know?" Fear was rising in my chest.
"Because I'll be with you." It wasn't as comforting as when the boys said that to me but it was enough. I had a feeling deep in my heart that I'd always wanted to be Elijah, but Niall still crossed my mind every time I felt Elijah look at me. His looks were gentle and said, I want you. It wasn't desperate though.
I grabbed Elijah's arm and looked at his scars. I counted the scars slowly, 17 times.
"17." I whispered, putting my chin on his shoulder. He looked at me and smiled sadly. He took my wrist and counted.
"9." He said softly. I was about to correct him when he cut me off.
"And a suicide attempt." He looked down at both of my wrists.
"You knew?" I asked. Nobody had known. My mom had known but we couldn't afford to do anything so she just kept an eye on me and no one was told what I did.
"Of course, I noticed when you did it and how you acted after. A few days before you were a little happier and then the next day after the attempt you were pissy as h*ll and you fought back." He said softly. I pouted, he actually noticed those things?
"Elijah?" I said.
"Yeah?"
"How come you never talked to me?" I asked. He shrugged and pulled me into his side. I put my head on his chest as he laid down on my bed. And sleep over took us.
***
I woke up and saw Elijah holding me. My phone was vibrating. I sat up a tiny bit and saw that it was Niall. I groaned and laid back down on Elijah's chest. My heart suddenly ached. Here I was in another boy's arms after I had kissed Niall and left him hanging. It was illegal anyway. I looked at the gently tumblr boy that was holding me. To be honest, he looked like a reversed mirror version of me. In my eyes at least. My phone finally stopped vibrating and I grabbed it. I snuggled in closer to Elijah and read all the texts and missed call logs.
"Missed Calls:
Perrie (8)
Niall(11)
Harry(21)
Eleanor(1)
Liam(2)
Louis(4)
Zayn(3)"
Many texts were there and I slimmed over them. Perrie was asking about Elijah, Niall was checking in but he told me he loved me, Harry was frantic about me, Eleanor was curious about my situation, Liam was worried, Louis was a bit worried but he wanted to say hi, and Zayn had texted me a funny dirty cartoon. My family was blowing my phone and mind up.
I felt Elijah grunt and I turned to look at him. His honey-brown eyes opened and looked at me innocently.
"What time is it?" He asked softly.
"2:51 am." I whispered. He frowned tiredly and hugged me.
"Fuck that." I giggled and put my phone on the nightstand and faced Elijah. He smiled at me and his eyes seemed to flutter open a bit more. He put his nose against mine and ever so gently pressed his lips to mine for a second. If I had blinked or been asleep I wouldn't have noticed.
"Roy..." His eyes shut and he pulled me onto his chest.
"Sleep tight." I murmured against him.
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Filler chapter :/ WELL LADIES AD GENTLEMEN WE HAVE A MIXED UP 15 YEAR OLD ABOARD OUR SHIP. lol k, so, Riall or Royjah ;) Omg those are terrible ship names but whatevs :) I'm upset to have her away from the boys and school's gonna suck :/ :P sorry to Christinia I spoiled this cheater for u at school. Question of the chapter: If u have a favorite tumblr boy what is his name ;) Mine is a guy names Jonathon; I dunno his last name
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FanfictionRoy, was a teenage girl who's mother was killed by her alcoholic father. She runs away and meets her idols, but she isn't sure what to do and who to love. All she knows to do is "draw in her arms" with a knife. Can the boys help Roy?
