''Robyn this is Nicki .. Nicki this is my daughter Robyn'' he says
How the hell could this happen ? I mean I know I never introduced them when we were together but FUCK . This is so fucked up .
''This is your daughter?'' Nicki asks
She looks just as shocked as me
He smiles ''Yeah this is my baby ..''
''It's nice to meet you Robyn'' She says as she walks forward with her hand out
She's trying to tell me something with her eyes ..
I look at her and then down to her hand ''Yeah .. it's nice to meet you too'' I say as i shake her hand
''I'm so happy you guys finally get to meet each other .. Robyn I want you to come over tonight for dinner tonight so you and Nicki can get to know each other''
Oh dad..... believe me I know Nicki all too well . Probably better than you do
''I don't know dad .....''
''It's just dinner Robyn .. You're dad wants us to bond.'' says Nicki
I look at her and she's looking at as if she's daring me to say no
''Yeah okay .. i'll be there'' I say
My dad smiles and he walks over to hug me ''Thank you baby''
''Yeah ...'' I say
''Well i'll see you tonight .. I got another meeting to get to so I gotta go. Babe you ready?'' he asks Nicki
''No you go ahead babe .. I'm gonna stay and talk to Robyn for a bit''
He smiles ''Okay good . I'll see you both later''
He leaves out the room
He's so happy to see us ''Bond'' .. If only he knew we bonded long before him
''Robyn I swear I didn't know ..''
Maybe she did know and maybe she didn't .. the only thing that matters is that my dad doesn't know
''Are you gonna tell him?'' I ask
''I feel like I should but I don't know .. Are you?''
We could tell him and take away all this happiness he has now or we could just not tell and let him be happy .. it's not like there will ever be anything between me and Nicki again.
''It's so weird to think of you fuckin' my dad'' I say
''Why would you think of me at all?'' she asks with a smirk ''The last time we spoke it wasn't exactly a nice conversation''
''Who's fault was that?''
''I believe it was yours .. All I wanted was a real commitment Robyn. You act like I asked you to give up you're career or something''
''Nicki I wasn't ready for all that .. You knew how I was in the beginning so you set yourself up for that''
She looks upset now . Maybe I shouldn't have said that
''I set myself up for that ? Well I'm sorry for being a good girlfriend and basically taking care of you're stupid ass for all those years . I guess I was wrong for expecting us to take things to the next level when we were together for over 4 years...But I guess I know now I much I meant to you since you never even introduced me to you're father or you're family. Which is now why we're in this dumb ass situation right now... You know what? Fuck You Robyn.''
She turns and walks out the door
I can't help but laugh a little .. I guess she was holding all that in for a long time.
Now that I think about it ... maybe I was wrong back then in the way I treated her but I never wanted to settle down ..I love being free and being with whoever I want whenever I want. She wanted marriage and I wasn't ready for all that. She did put up with a lot of shit while we were together and she held me down no matter what. I guess I do kinda owe her an apology.
Now I have to go to dinner tonight with all this fuckin tension between us . Great
LATER THAT NIGHT
I just got to my dad's house for dinner and I'm just hoping it will speed by so I can go..
I walk in and I see Nicki sitting on the couch in the living room
She sees me and then she looks upset all over again
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I walk over to her
''Nicki I didn't me----''
''It's okay Robyn. It's good to know that you're still the same person that I walked away from a long time ago.''
''And what does that mean?''
''It means that you're still the same childish and selfish ass person you were years ago''
''Selfish? I could go in there and tell my dad right now that his little fairytale relationship is nothing but a fuckin' joke''
''Well why don't you go do that Robyn? I'm not stopping you .. But just know that this ''Fairytale'' relationship I have with him is way more real than anything we've ever had together''
Wow .. that actually hurt me to hear that .
''At least I know he loves me and can give me the commitment I want ... So you think about that and do what you gotta do.'' she says as she gets up and walks away
I really fuckin' hate her ... no I don't .. I just hate that she can make me feel any kind of emotion. I don't want to tell my dad because I know it will hurt him . Fuck ... why did it have to be her?
I head into the dining room and sit at the table across from Nicki . My comes in and sits next to her as the cook brings in the food .
''So did you guys enjoy spending time together earlier?'' he asks
''Yeah .. I feel like I known her for years'' says Nicki while looking directly at me
I can't help but roll my eyes at her and shake my head
''What about you Robyn?'' she asks me
''I had a blast'' I say with no enthusiasm at all
''I'm glad my two favorite girls are getting along so well.'' he says with a smile
What do you guys think ? honestly this situation is so fucked up lol .. But I wanna give Robyn a girlfriend or just someone she hooks up with .. Who should it be?? let me know what you think should happen next .
