Stuck With The Alpha

Chapter 4

I will hold you for one million years, to make you feel my love.
-Adele

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Lillian's POV

When I woke up Lincoln was gone. I got up and checked of course, after having him sneaking up on me naked in the closet I would be taking precautions from this point forward.

After making sure I was alone, I stripped and got everything I needed to shower. I stepped into the bathroom and locked the door. I looked into the mirror and gasped at what I saw.

I LOOKED A WRECK!

I quickly got into the shower and started by brushing my teeth, which i often did in the shower, then I  continued  to wash my hair and body and shave all the essential areas.

I couldn't help by think of my parents, my pack.

How could this happen to me. What had i done to deserve such awful circumstance to come my way. I scrubbed my skin vigorously until it was red and raw, I felt dirty.

My mate had done this. He ruined my life....yet I yearn for him.

Laying next to him when I woke up and looking up at his sleeping figure made me feel...satisfied somehow. The animal in me could not resist my mate.

I have to escape.

I let out a shaky breath and stepped out of the shower.

I grabbed my towel and started to dry off my body, then I wrapped the towel around my self and wrapped another around my now wet curly auburn hair.

I stepped out of the washroom and into the bedroom. I went into the closet and found a pair of sweats and tied the string tightly around my waist. Then I found a T-shirt and put that on also.

I walked out of the closet and walked over to the mirror that sits on top of a small dresser. I took the towel from around my damp hair and let it fall down to my back.

I looked so much like my mom....

Sinking deeper into my own misery I grabbed a lonely comb from  the dresser and started to untangle my wet hair. After that I put my hair into a tight high bun on top of my head.

I turned towards the door as it slowly began to open to see a young girl walk in with a tray of food that smelled delicious.

"I don't want it." I said simply and walked over to the bed and sat down.

"I'm so sorry mam what would you like to eat? We have the finest chefs in our kitchen." The young blond wolf said nervously.

"I said I don't want it. I don't want anything from him! You can run to your alpha and tell him that I would rather starve then eat from his kitchen!" I yelled and rose to my feet.

I growled viciously at the girl and she slowly backed away from me, she could sense my power.

"Now leave before I make you." I snarled and the young wolf left without hesitation.

I closed the door behind her and sighed, she didn't deserve that.... She was just doing her job.

I went over to the bar in the room and grabbed a bottle of vodka. I wasn't a drinker but right now I felt that I needed it now more then ever.

After many mouthfuls into the bottle, I smelt his scent, And he was getting closer. Clumsily I got to my feet and looked for a place to hide. The vodka had kicked in harder then I had realized and my the time I gained my balance a furious Lincoln had entered the room and locked the door behind him.

"Why aren't eating?" He said lowly, he did not look pleased, but he did look very handsome. I mentally shook myself for complimenting him, I am way to drunk.

"I don't want your food, or anything else you have." I slurred and he raised his perfect eyebrow (again with the compliment lily!)

" oh really, you seemed to have helped yourself to my vodka." He did clearly amused, I gave him a dark look.

" You can have it back. " I said and walked over to him and handed it to him as I swayed unsteadily.

He chuckled lowly and it was so beautiful, the sound of his voice sent chills down my spine.

He took it and set it down.

"I don't want to stay here you know. I want to leave, let me and Elliot go. " I said hiccuped, his expression went from amused to angry faster then I could blink. 

"Never." He said. "I will never let you go. Ever." He said.

" I hate you" I slurred and fell back onto the bed. I closed my eyes, they felt so heavy.

When I opened them he was standing over me with a strange look on his face.

Then in one swift motion he straddle me. I squealed and squirmed but he wouldn't budge. Then he brought his head down to my neck and I stiffened.

"Get off me!" I yelled.

He inhaled my scent deeply and let out groan, then I felt him harden against me.

My heart beat picked up, and I tried to get from underneath him but it was impossible.

"Stop! Get off! Please!" I begged, but he didn't respond.

"Your mine. I don't care if you hate me. I don't care if you don't love me. And I don't care if you do not desire me. But you are my mate and I love you, and desire you and that is all that matters to me." He snarled lowly in my ear.

I shivered under him, I was truly afraid. He could do anything to me and he knew I knew that. I am to drunk to fight and have any chance of escaping him.

"Please stop I'm sorry!" I begged tears running down the sides of my face, he growled lowly.

"Shut up. You need to be punished" he said and in one swift motion I felt his teeth pierce into the crook of my neck with such ferocity, I couldn't think.

The cry of agonizing pain that tore through my throat left it raw. He groaned loudly and pressed himself against me.

After what felt like forever, he pulled his head up from my neck and licked his blood soaked lips. My chest rose and fell rapidly.

His eyes found mine again and he climbed of off me.

He lifted me from the edge of the bed and laid me right in the center carfully.

My neck was in searing pain as if it was set on fire, I whimpered and clawed  at the sheets.

"Relax." He said softly and leaned over to my neck again. I felt his warm tongue slowly caress the wound on my my neck and I felt warmth rush to my lower region. My back arched and  a moan escaped my lips. He moved to my lips and softly kissed me on them I tried to turn away but the soreness in my neck quickly stopped me from moving.

My canines pulsed in my mouth and elongated, my wolf was trying to come out.

"Do not shift." He ordered in his alpha tone, I whimpered again.

If I shifted my body could handle the attack.

My body was trembling, he forced the mark on me and my body was trying to cope. My vision started to blur and I began to fade into the darkness feeling his hands on my body....

I am at his mercy.

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