Love me right •vmin/yoonmin•

18

Yoongi's p.o.v

Jimin drags him along through the freezing streets that lead to his house, laughing loudly and stopping every five minutes to make out. They finally stumble through the front door, both completely drunk. The younger grabs his hand and they run up the stairs. Yoongi barely manages to catch Jimin when he trips. "Be careful babe, we can't have you falling when I'm about to have sex with you." Jimin blushes and quickly gets up before running to his room. The older follows him and walks in just in time to see Jimin pulling his shirt over his head. "A little eager Jiminie?" The younger looks offended when he pulls his pants off as well. "Just shut up and fuck me already will you?" Yoongi smirks and slowly walks over. "Oh, I will."

Jimin lets out a small sound when Yoongi presses him up against the wall. He wastes no time in crashing their lips together, completely ignoring the sound of protest the smaller lets out when their teeth smash together. Jimin's knees buckle when Yoongi releases one of his hands to palm the younger through his skinny jeans. He pulls away and starts mouthing at Jimin's neck again. "You look so beautiful like this babe, so pretty just for me." He harshly bites down and Jimin throws his head back against the wall, his body shaking with want. "Please hyung, I need you!" Yoongi pulls him away by his arms and throws him down on the way too small bed. Jimin blindly reaches next to him to grab the bottle of lube in his drawer while Yoongi gets him undressed. He throws it to the older, who barely catches it.

"Are you ready Chim? You know this is gonna hurt right?" Jimin chuckles softly. Yoongi is too drunk to care and makes sure his finger is completely covered before slowly pushing it into the boy beneath him. He finds that it goes surprisingly easy, and soon he has a steady rythm going with three fingers. "Why are you so loose already?' Jimin looks up at him with mischief written all over his innocent features. "I prepped already hyung, before I left. Thinking about you fucking me so good I forgot my own name." Yoongi bites back a curse before shoving his own pants down. He slowly pushes in, careful not to hurt Jimin even though he was pretty sure he had prepared him enough.

Jimin's breath hitches when Yoongi pulls out and pushes back into the boy underneath him, who's begging him for more. "Fuck Yoongi, more, faster!" The older laughs at his slurred words. The combination of alcohol and the tightness around him makes him feel light-headed, and he can't care less. He keeps on moving his hips in time with Jimin's, determined to make this last. "Yoongi, wait wait wait." The older slows down his thrusting to let the younger catch his breath. "I want to ride you."

Yoongi doesn't waste any time and slowly pulls out before sitting down and letting his head rest against the wall. Jimin looks at him, dark eyes filled with lust. The older boy lets his fingers ghost over his sides while he sinks down. Once he's sure Jiminis comfortable, Yoongi slowly lifts him up before letting him sink down again. He repeats this until the younger is a moaning mess above him, drunkenly slurring a mix of curses and Yoongi's name. Jimin throws his head back with a loud cry when the older finds his prostate. "There, please, do that again oh my god"

Yoongi buries his head in Jimin's shoulder and bites down softly. Jimin lets out a choked moan and slams his body down harder. He looks so beautiful like this, bouncing in Yoongi's lap, hair sweaty and eyes closed. This feels so good, but Jimin belongs to Taehyung. He wishes it wasn't like this, but even now with Jimin moaning his name something didn't feel right. This will be a one-time thing. You have to stop hurting people. After this you guys are done. With that promise to himself he presses Jimin closer to himself. He ignores the tear that falls from the corner of his eye. "I- I'm yours Jimin, even though you aren't mine." The whispered words get lost in Jimin's moans and cries. He's too far gone to pay attention to anything but Yoongi moving inside of him, holding him close, kissing him.

Their lips move together in a sloppy rhythm. Jimin brings one of the hands he had wrapped around Yoongi's neck down to touch himself. Yoongi can tell he's quickly getting closer. His moans are becoming louder, the way he's sinking down more desperate. "Yoongi I'm- oh god, yes just like that-" The older can feel himself getting closer as well and he presses Jimin even closer to him. Tears are falling from Jimin's eyes. He tightens one final time around Yoongi before falling apart. His entire body shudders when the pleasure takes over. "Yoongi, I love-"

"NO!"

The older stops moving and jerks his head towards the sound. Taehyung is standing in the door, tears falling down his face, the rest of his body frozen. A deafening silence falls over the room, the only sound Jimin's soft moans. "Why did you do this Jimin? I love you." He gets no response. Jimin buries his head in Yoongi's shoulder. "And Yoongi, I trusted you! I thought we were friends, friends don't do this." Nothing is being said, Taehyungs heartbreaking sobs cutting through the air. He looks anywhere but at the couple in his boyfriends bed.

"Goodbye Jimin."

The sounds is barely above a whisper, but hard enough for everyone to hear.

"Taehyung, please don't leave me."

Jimin tightens his hold around Yoongi, as if it's Taehyung he's holding.

"I never wanted to, but you left me a long time ago Jimin."

With those words he runs away. Jimin breaks down in Yoongi's arms. The older gently wipes him down with an old T-shirt and dresses him and himself before pulling the covers over them. It's quiet for a while, before they hear a scream coming from outside. "WHY AM I NEVER GOOD ENOUGH!" Jimin covers his ears with both his hands. Yoongi presses a kiss to his forehead. The guilt is already starting to sink in. What have I done.