Drawn To Love

chapter 2

Chapter Two  big mistake

I'm such an idiot .

What had i done .  

I waited for what felt like ages , which in reality was about 5 minutes . I heard the door open and footsteps rush near me . I didn't raise my head to meet her eyes , i just simply splayed my arms over my chest and buried my face into my knees. 

" Kendall..?" emily sympathetically cooed .

Slowly i lifted my arm and incoherently mumbled something along the lines of help . She almost immediately shot her hand up to her mouth in astonishment. 

"OH MY GOD KENDALL WHAT HAVE YOU D-" quickly I snapped my hand to her mouth and scowled at her . 

"Please just fix this "

"Well  what size?"

huh

"what do you mean" I asked 

" OH god just shut up"

she lunged forward pulling a blue pencil from her pocket and extended her arm to me  .A tingling , ticklish feeling arose into my chest and my heart began to race . my fingers fiddled around with my nails and i noticed i was peeling my nailpolish and quickly stopped , I had no patience .

"Are you almost done emily" i snapped as i angrily squeezed my eyes shut and lifted my head towards the corner of the bathroom , peeking every few seconds at the golden crown molding that aligned the top mirror surrounded by a cream glistening marble slab . Emily raised her and twicted her eyebrows , studying me while turning her head sideways and squinting , finally a mutter escaped her lips which sounded like 'good job emily' . 

"Stand up! , look at those jugs!'' she hollered , throwing the pencil across the tile causing a clicking sound to echo over to me .

I stood up , directing my body to the mirror , holy shit . I was a size B , perfectly happy with it . Now my boobs resembled a D size .

I shreiked and wrapped my arms over my bare chest , A wave of embarrasment consuming me while blood pooled into my cheeks   ." Eh dont worry , i seen boobs before , calm down"  emily snorted . though what she said was true , it wasnt her i was worried about it was me ,I was scared and embarredsed to see my new chest . My mind was racing a million miles a minute , did I like them , did I not ? what had I done . Would this change my view of myself ? what would my parents say.

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oh my god shutup , shutup , shutup 

CREAKKKK

kill me , kill me fast 

I  slowed down and lightly stepped over to to my parents room , I was sure i was in the clear since my dad is usually down in the kitchen making breakfast and drinking his coffee around 6:30 and it was 7:00 ,  I silently crept into the room making sure the door was silent and made my way to my mothers dresser . Adreneline began to pump through me and I ripped the draw open , quickly grabbing a light pink satin bra from pink (yes they still have that) and shut the draw . I lunged to the door when a voice broke the silence I was trying to maintain . 

' why do you have my bra?" my mom asked grogily .

I crepy my arms over my chest and turned " uh , I need to fill in a shirt ... got any tissues ?" 

" here " she opened her draw and pulled out some thin panty hose an handed them to me . did she even know what had just happened , she slowly slumped back into bed and dosed off quickly .

that was uncomfortable .