Poem Collection

Elegy to the man I loved before

An elegy to the man I loved before.

A message that I don't know if he would hear in anytime.

Words that you don't have to see because you might think that your time is what I am asking for.

Words that I put together just to tell you that you mean so much to me from day to night time.

A message to the man that left me without any goodbye and any clue in where to find him.

A message to the missing pieces of my heart, when will they ever comeback?

I'll make a way back here where you really belong and not with his heart, not with him.

When you comeback I promise to find a cure and put your pieces back.

Every words I know are like the math equation that doesn't really exist so I always end up in an error.

Your words are like bullets that every time it hits me it gives me so much pain that would lead me to death, you are like a terror.

A terrorist that won't care whoever he kills, he won't care if he killed an innocent unarmed girl.

An innocent girl that you didn't know that is so precious like a pearl.

Words that I want to tell the man that left me seems so wrong. No, it's not wrong, it's just too perfect to describe a man who didn't treat me well.

Fck that man. I don't want to be your angel anymore. Because we both know that you are the one who cut my wings to prevent me from flying.

We both know that I was the one who painted that innocent face of yours. I am the one who painted that angel like face that you can wear anytime and everyone you meet will fall.
You know how much pain you caused me because every words and every lies you said feels like a fxcking beautiful harmony that is slowly killing me. Fck you I'm dying.

I don't know if your calendar is customized but why does it seems like everyday in that calendar is full of fooling around. Joking about your feeling. Joking about who you really are. Joking about this relationship.
A relationship that somehow I wish that be just like the Titanic when it sunk deep down the sea. Many people see it as a beautiful tragedy when Jack's lips touched Rose's lips.
Our story is just like a winter season. Everybody around us are enjoying what they are seeing. The think that everything we do is perfect. But just like the winter season there will always be an end of it. Where summer comes along.
Summer the most beautiful time of the year. The time of the years when we bumped into each other. I remember it so clearly as if it was just yesterday. It was in March when we saw each other. I never imagined that something will go wrong.

An elegy to the man I loved before. I'll always wait for you to come back.

I don't care if you'll just give the pieces of my heart back or you're here to knock on my heart's door. I've always loved you but this time it's not the same because you know my trust for you now have a crack.

A crack between you and me. A distance between the both of us that we know no one can ever fill. But you know that wherever you are you'll always be my only king

You are the man that I loved before. You are the man that owned me back then. But so many things have changed and right now you are not my everything.

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Once again about the man that I love in that fake world. Hhahaha. So many memories with him. Ugh. Ew. He edited that picture so blame him. I'm a Hyoyeon RPer btw. Yeah. So. Bye.