I can't do this,
Be your friend.
Because I care about you
To no end.
I know that we are over,
But a piece of my heart
Will always ache for you
Whenever we're apart.
I see you've changed
For better, as well
But when I saw you then
My heart just fell
Because I never got over you
I tried to hide
But for a couple months
My feelings died
But they are all back
Shouting to the world
That they don't want to see you
With any other girl
So please don't forget me
You will forever remain
A piece of my heart
My feelings, a stain.
Author's Note:
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Okay, so this took a while for me to write. It took so long to try to find the right words. But then I realized. There weren't any right words. None of this is right. To love someone who hurt you so much, but miss them at the same time. No little poem could ever begin to describe that. I don't even know what it is I am feeling. The only people who I could ever talk to about it don't care, they are too caught up in their own problems. It feels like shit to walk by somebody in the hallway and totally ignore them, like the three months you spent loving each other never existed. I just really need some advice....
