Whatever It Takes

Chapter 11

Brittney aint come home last night I know she pissed off at me about the way I been acting I didnt mean to be like that I was just stressed and scared she the only one been there for me from day one and haven't left my side yet..until last night. She haven't answered my phone calls texts or nothing I hope she ok

"Brittney can you please come home I'm sorry for everything Please come home" that was like the tenth voice mail I left on her phone

Brittney POV

I messed up big time by having sex with Antwan then staying here with him last night I love Jay so much But he been treating me so bad lately and I hate it

"Antwan wake up we gotta talk" He had his arms wrapped around me so tight like he didn't wanna let go "Antwannn"

"Brittney whats wrong" he look at me and gently kiss my lips

"We need to talk about last night cause that shouldn't have happened I cheated on my boyfriend with you I didn't want that since we just friends" he rub his eyes and sit up in the bed

"Yeah I'm sorry but I couldn't stop it I missed you so much plus you wanted it as much as I did. I love you Brittney and I'll do whatever I can to have you" he lean in and kiss me again "I need you"

I start kissing him back and within minutes we was under the cover making love again I couldn't stop him it like I was addicted already "Antwan wait"

He pulls out of me and lay next to me "what now why you stopping me"

"Cause I feel like a hoe now I did things to you that I only suppose to do to my boyfriend and thats wrong of me.. I gotta go I'm sorry the more I lay here the more im fuckin up" I get up and grab my things and leave

I stop by mama and daddy house to take a bath and change clothes to get Antwan cologne smell off me "Brittney you here kind of early where you going??" I look back at my mama as she sip her coffee "I'm goin home mama I just needed to get some of my clothes"

"Mhmmm its Antwan isn't it" I sigh and flop down on the bed

"Yes it is mama omg I'm stuck between two guys idk what to do rn" I look up at her "what would you do"

She smile and close the door and sit next to me "I can't tell you what to do but Antwan was your first love until he left he doin great for himself now and I'm sure he can take care of you"

I look down for a minute then look at her "but I love Jay so much and ik he loves me back I been there for him so much Idk if I could just up and leave him like that"

"Baby girl do whats best for you ok" she kiss my forehead and leave out I gather my thoughts and leave and head home

Jay POV

I hear a car door shut and go look out the window and see Brittney and go open the door for to come in "Baby where you been I been calling and texting you all night and this morning" I pull her to me and hug her tight "don't leave me like that no more where you been"

I take her hand and pull her to the couch "I was at mama and daddy house I only wore the dress to make you mad"

I nod and look in her eyes and see they red like she been crying "are you ok baby?? Ik I been doing and saying stupid shit lately I promise I didn't mean too I can't lose you ok you the only person I got besides my daughters and my sister I guess since she happened to pop back up but you all I got ok I love you I'm sorry" I pull her in my arms and kiss her lips "you my one and only ok baby" she nod and lay her head on my chest until she fall asleep