1 (part 2): Steve Rogers X Reader - Help

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The drive to his house was one of the weirdest and most awkward drives I have ever had the "joy" of being a part of. Neither one of us talked and all I could think of was that kiss in the elevator, as well as thinking I should tell him I was single now and that the kiss was okay. But I could tell that he thought he was really stupid for kissing me. He probably and most likely thought I hated him for it too. I guess I would explain everything when we got to his house, I mean, I kinda had too. I was going to ask him if I could stay over anyways.

So when we make it to his apartment and I park the truck he climbs out before I do. Luckily he doesn't dash up the stairs, because I really didn't want to chase after him. I open the door and follow him slowly. I seriously didn't know how to say any of this.

We make it to his door and he takes out the key, unlocking it. He turns around to face me. "I'm sorry for kissing you, but I think we should just put it behind us. I guess I'll see you sometime soon? Work maybe." He says that entire phrase with a straight face, which truthfully scared me. I was stunned. All I could say was, "I need somewhere to stay tonight."

He stares at me dumbfounded. He turn to face the inside of his apartment an then walks in, leaving the door open behind him. I assume that meant I was okay to come in. I follow him into the living room where he was already sitting down on the couch. I sit down next to him on the couch and lean forward on my elbows.

"If it makes you feel any better about kissing me, I don't have a boyfriend anymore. I'm single as of earlier tonight." I say looking at the ground. I see him turn his head to look at me.

"What?! Why didn't you tell me earlier?" He exclaims. I just shrug my shoulders. "Well, could you at least explain to me what happened?"

I nod my head and start into the story. "So I got home from work early. I went into our bedroom and got on the computer. I needed to check my email. Well, when I got there, it was still logged in on his account, but I thought I may as well check to see if he had any new emails. He did. And it was from someone by the name of Mollee. It was a lot of lovey dovey shit like, "I haven't seen you in so long, blah blah, I love you, blah, I miss you blah blah blah, I can't wait to see you tomorrow and we can have as much fun as we have the past few times."

I pause to let the full effect of that sink in. I glance over to see Steve's eyes dead set on me. He really seemed considerate. Like he cared.

"I confronted him about it when he got home. I had felt like something odd had been going on for the past month or two. And I was right. He had hooked up with her over five times through the period of those 8 1/2 weeks. He told me all about it and said he was sorry. You know me well enough to know what I did next. I don't take cheesy shit like that. I knew he didn't still want to be with me. If he wanted to change he wouldn't have hooked up with her that much. I yelled at him some and said I would come back another day to get my stuff and that we were through. Then I left to come find you. And since you were almost asleep when I got there I thought I would tell you later about everything. Then you kissed me, and I almost threw that plan out the window."

He sits there for a second before slinging his arm around my shoulder and pulling me closer. I lean my head onto his shoulder and a tear escapes my eyes. Only one. He rubs my other arm and I sigh. "I'm sorry I'm bothering you with all of this."

"What? You could never bother me with this kind of thing. This matters. If it affects your feelings in a negative way, even if it was in a positive way, I wanna know. I wanna hear all about it. That guy was an idiot. He didn't know what he was missing out on. You're a heck of a catch." He says. I chuckle at his choice of words.

"So Steve. I just wanted to let you know that when you kissed me, I was going to kiss you back. You just pulled away too soon." My gaze falls back to the ground as his grip on me loosens. "I didn't know if that would make you feel any better or not I just-"

"(Y/n)." He says looking down at me. I bring my gaze up to his. "Yes?"

"Of course that makes me feel better. Do you know how long I've wanted to be your boyfriend? I really really like you. And this time I would like your permission to kiss you."

I smile and tilt my head up to get a better look at him. "What a gentleman." I tilt my head to the right and he smiles larger than before. He tilts his head to the right too and lightly places a kiss on my lips. I let him kiss me for a few seconds before I kiss back softly. It doesn't take long before the kiss deepens, although it did surprise me that Steve was the one to deepen it.

He slid his hands down to my waist and pulled me closer to him before bringing one of his hands to the back of my neck. Even though I was surprised it didn't stop me from kissing back with just as much force. At the least, I felt slightly bad I was doing this since I had just broken up with my boyfriend, but I still knew that following my heart was what I was supposed to do.

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