Reunited - MAGCON 2017

Chapter Three - Comments and Deep Thoughts

AARON'S POV:
"Dudeee, she's fucking hot!"

"Aaron, how long have you known her again?"

"Bro, any bets she'll be mine within a week."

"Shut up, dude she's practically throwing herself at me."

"Boys, none of you will get her before I do. A babe like her, she'll be mine in minutes."

Listening to my best friends talk about the woman I'm in love with is honestly making my head ache.

They all seem to adore her in some way, and she's only been on the tour for five minutes. I find it strange though that as the boys constantly go on about her, the ones that keep silent are Trey, Cameron, Hayes, Matt and Taylor. They haven't said a word since Ally's name came into conversation. Trey is silently playing guitar in the corner on his own, strumming the strings so quietly you can barely hear him.

Cameron is sitting by himself at the table, staring into space. I watch him for a few moments and his facial expression stays the same. His mouth is slightly open and he's staring at the ground; at nothing. He looks as though he's in deep thought.

Matt appears to be slightly upset, a saddened look on his face. And Hayes is sitting on the couch, playing with his fingers. He's staring, head down with a cap over his head, hiding his face.

Taylor, is silently on his phone. Again. Ever since Ally arrived it's like she doesn't exist to him. She tried being friendly to him but he shuts her out completely, as if she's not even there. Although I have caught him staring at her a few times. I don't know what his deal is with her and I couldn't care less at the moment to be honest. It's one less guy I have to worry about going after her.

My stomach is doing backflips. I can't get Ally out of my head. I mean yeah, I've loved her ever since we were 7 years old, and I've known here since we were 3, but lately my feelings have gotten stronger and stronger and it's getting to the point where I can't contain them anymore. She is all I ever think about. Her perfect long dark hair, dead straight. She'd always say she'd rather have curls but honestly I think she would look perfect either way. She would look perfect to me in any way. She is perfect. I want her so bad. I need her.

UGH, Aaron STOP. You can't. No matter how bad you want her you can't fucking have her. She's not yours. You guys are nothing more than friends and you NEVER will be. Just learn to accept that fact that she doesn't love you back.

And for a moment there I can feel my heart breaking into pieces.