Slut

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It was late. Everyone was in their separate rooms, sleeping. Except from you....

My breathing hitched, I tugged my legs tighter to my body, if even remotely possible. Tears pouring down my long ago stained face. Slowly, I stand from my bed, feet stinging at the contact they made against the freezing stone floor. When I eventually make my way to the body length mirror across my room I just... Stare.

*prod*

*poke*

*stab*

'Fat'

'Chubby'

'He would never love you!'

*prod*

I collapse to the floor, air leaving my already beaten lungs. I wanted to scream, but what would the point be?

'Ugly'

'Slut'

'Whore'

'Fat!'

'He will never love you!'

'Who would?'

*laughing*

*poke*

The world finally went dark.

I awoke the next morning to the sound of birds chirping and the sun bright in the sky, with a yawn and stretch I remember last night. Sighing, I get dressed ready for the day ahead in which is going to be just as much fun as any other.

Once all my fear has been attained I walk out of my room to the mess hall where I sit on my own in the back corner. I didn't feel like eating today so I decided to just sit down for a while and see what was happening in the unfamiliar surrounding. I rarely come here often, just every now and then for something small to eat.

I hear snickers and laughing as I turn to my left to see Petra with Oluo and Eld.
"I might tell Levi I love him today!" Petra swirled making eye contact with me and smirking whilst she says it. (Btw I have a huge grudge against Petra in real life too, I have no idea why I just. Bloody. Hate. That. Bitch. -.-)
"I wish you good luck!" Eld snickered,
"Oh, I don't need luck! I'm perfect! I'm skinny and beautiful AND smart!" This time she had turned her whole body towards me and was looking dead into my eyes, " all the qualities SOMEONE, doesn't have"

I stand up. I've had enough of her shit. She's always doing this. Always with Eld and Oluo, pointing out my insecurities and she knows what my insecurities are, and she thinks it's okay to do this. All because... Because she's my sister...

I take a few steps towards her and just give her a deadpan expression. "At least I'm not a slut."

She scoffs. "Well, sorry to break it to you (y/n) but, at least I'm not fat and actually have people that like me!"

I snapped. And slapped her across the face. The noise echoed eerily across the now silent room.

Turns out we were making a commotion and everyone has heard the most of what just happened.

"Ral! (L/N)! My office! NOW!" That oh, so familiar voice yelled at us both.

Petra smirked at me. I know exactly what she's going to try to do.

After the long walk to the Corporal's office I knocked slowly, Petra impatiently waiting behind me.

"State your name and business" called a muffled monotone voice from inside.

"Cadets (L/N) and Ral sir you um.. Called us here."

"Come in."

I lifted my arm and placed it on the doorknob, a huge weight buried into my shoulders, and turn it. We both walk in, Petra before me as she pushed past and skipped to Levi's desk twirling her hair in her fingers.

"Hello, sir!"

"Tch," he replied, laying his eyes on me " now. Would you both like to explain what just happened in the mess hall?"

I stared at the ground as I just listened to what Petra was now starting to say.

"-- well basically Heichou, I was talking to (y/n) here and giving her advise but she just resented me and got all angry and called me a slut! And then she hit me!"

I heard Levi 'tch' once more and proceeded to turn and face me.

"(Y/N)? If this true?" The handsome but short man asked me.

I just looked down to the ground, feeling somewhat ashamed even though I hadn't been the one to do something wrong. My throat was sore and I only managed a small groan of a 'no'.

I looked up only to see Petra smirking. I somewhat feel as if it's time to stop her.

"Sir, if I may speak, Petra here, my /dearest/ sister has done this ever since we were kids. She would pick on me and make me feel like shit! All the time. She calls me fat, chubby. She says no one will ever love me. She knows I'm in love, and she tries to make the person love her. Just so she can run it in, I can't stand it anymore, she makes it out as if I'm the one that has done it all, I'm the one that pokes and jabs at her flesh and calls her fat. That's all she's ever done. And Petra," I now finally face her, in which her face is shocked and flushed from anger. " you will never be nor ever have been a sister to me. I spit on the ground you walk on."

I hear Levi 'tch' once again. This is really getting on my nerves, Levi. Jeez.

"And am I the man that you like (Y/N)?" Levi said. With the most deadpanned expression, his eyes boring into my very soul.

I bow my head ashamed and hear Petra giggle. However, my next words shocked her.

"Yes, sir. "

"Very well," he stood from his seat and walked over to me and Petra, "Ral, you are literally a disgusting brat and you are no family to (y/n). I cannot stand you and your continuous 'flirting' it pisses me off and so does your filthy face. Overall, the worst thing about you, you. Make. Shitty. Tea."

Her eyes were welled up with tears as she turned to leave, maybe she really did have feelings for Levi. Not like I cared but maybe she did. As she turned to leave, Levi called out for her, we both look at him, confused however I was surprised as I turned to meet his gaze, instead, I was met with a kiss. I was kissing Levi. In front of my slut of a 'sister'. 

After Levi pulled away, Petra had stormed out of the room, and slammed the door. I look up at Levi, 

"S-sir?.." Levi cuts me off, 

"Call me Levi." He says, with a slight smile on his lips, 
"Do you really like me too sir?" I ask, concerned as to which the answer will be. 

"Yes, (y/n), I do. I'm honestly really glad you like me back. Will you be with me?" 

"Yes!" I answer, happiness welling up my heart and tears welling up in my eyes. I was so happy, and this is finally everything that i wanted. I could prove Petra wrong. I was loved. I was valued, and I had Levi.  

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