Sapphire Heat (Odell Beckham Jr. Story ) ✔️

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Lani.

I woke up alone in my bed. I felt the excruciating pain in between my legs as tears began to grow in my eyes. It happened again. I was raped once again. I can't believe it. She promised me it wasn't going to happen again and she would never let anyone around me. She broke that promise along with my heart. I got up and looking at myself in the mirror. 

Bruises covered my body along with marks and scars. I had a bald spot on the corner of my head from the vicious hair pulling.My lip was badly split.

 I felt broken. No one could help me anymore. I was destined to be treated like shit and I knew it. I served no purpose on this earth. Not one purpose. I didn't know why god sent me on this earth. I'm just so tired. I turned on the shower and sat down , watching blood flow into the drain. I rocked myself back and forth as suicidal thoughts flew into my head. I just laid there, feeling the water get cold on my body. I just sat there, shivering. I deserve to die. I deserve it.

Odell.

I was a rapist. I am a rapist. How could I do something like this ? How could I ? I love that woman to death and I did something that every other man did in her past. Her dad came over late last night and I got my ass whopped. I was surprised that he kept me on the team.

  I don't expect for Nova to forgive me. My family doesn't talk to me anymore. Saying my father is pissed is an understatement. He said I'm no longer his son until Nova talks to me.

 Nova wont talk to me I know she wont. It took her two months until she got comfortable to tell me what her favorite color was. This is big hole that I dug for myself. I took my mind of it and went to my appointment. I had an appointment for the doctor because of a past concussion I have been getting from the last month. 

"So have you been having problems with your memory ?"

"Yes."

"I'm afraid you have dementia. "

"What ?"

"Dementia is the loss of mental functions such as thinking, memory, and reasoning that is severe enough to interfere with a person's daily functioning. Dementia is not a disease itself, but rather a group of symptoms that are caused by various diseases or conditions."

"I'm so confused."

"You have earned so many concussions , causing you a case of dementia."

"SO what do I take for it ?" 

"You need cognition- enhancing medication. I will get you some treatments of Galantamine and Rivastigmine." He said leaving. I grabbed my car keys with medicine and I left because I needed to talk to Nova.

Nova. 

Tears started streaming down on my face. How could this happen ? How ? I didn't deserve this. I had my hope and dreams set up and it gets ruined so quickly. They took away my manager and everything. I heard a knock on the door. I trudge slowly with completely red eyes. I opened the door to see Odell with a smile on his face.

He did it.

He did this shit.

"HOW FUCKING DARE YOU ?!?" I shouted, punching him everywhere I could. He tried to pin my arms down but I wouldn't let him. I punched him in the jaw, watching him fall to the ground. I got on top of him and kept punching him everywhere I could. He finally got me off of him with a busted lip.

"Nova I really feel bad about what I do and I really , really am sorry."

"Explain to me how are you sorry about those pictures."

"Wait what pictures ?"

"THESE FUCKING PICTURES !" I  shouted , throwing them at him. He grabbed the pictures and looked back up at me.

"I have no idea what are these are. I was apologizing for that night."

I started to realize that he didn't put those pictures out. It was day I took Lani and Ley and left Macy Gray.

"Odell I'm sorry." I said as more tears fell down face as I slid down to the floor. He sat beside me and wrapped his arms around me.

"Nova I'm sorry too." He said, as his voice quivered. I looked up to see tears in his eyes. I cried into his chest as tears fell down his face.

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This is short but I will make it up next week.

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