A Girl's Diary [EXO Fan Fiction] CANCELED

Chapter 6: Before the Down (Caution)

"I love you" - He whispered into my ear to then trap my lips with his.

He gently hold my hand to suddenly pull me against the wall. He kissed my neck slowly, making mild hickeys on his way. I felt him getting closer, he took my waist so I could feel his buddy getting stronger. I was so horny that I could burn someone only by touching. I smiled and started to unbuckle his belt. It seemed like if his little friend was trying to rip his pants. I smiled at him and he smiled me back. All was being perfect. My first time, with my first love. A dream? I don't think so. His 'little' friend seemed too real in my hands. He  undressed me quickly. He took down my black leather skirt and ripped my pantys. We didn't care about the fucking clothes. All was perfect, but fast, just with a blink you could see both of us making our way to the hotel bed I didn't even know how did we get into it, but in that moment he was over me.

"Are you sure?" he asked me, and I said yes. I quickly took  the condoms I had received as a gag birthday present when I turned sixteen. An ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure.

Slow at first, we were both sitting up. He moved slowly inside of me. I had heard other girls complain of sharp pain, but I only felt pressure. It was different, and pleasant. 

We moved in different positions, trying to find what would be most comfortable for me. Kai was an absolute gentleman, and read my moans as pain or pleasure almost perfectly. My legs draped over his neck, around him, I tried riding him from the top. Sitting on his lap, we both were close to coming but neither of us did.

I must have lasted at least a half hour before the pressure became uncomfortable. At one point he put his white t-shirt underneath us to avoid bloodying up my sheets. But I told him we had to stop, and he obliged. We lay holding each other, naked, making quiet conversation. He was deeply disappointed that I didn't come, personally offended.

Orgasm had been difficult for me; I'd been unhappy with my body for years. Anxiety created a mental block. But lying there with Kai, I felt proud that my body could make him moan the way he did. I reassured him that it wasn't his fault. He understood. But I still felt bad in some way. 

I promised myself to reward him, then, we fall asleep.

Before the dawnI found myself lying in Kai's arms. I barely remembered how I ended in that hotel. I just finished with my goodbye stage when I saw Kai standing there with a bouquet. I completely forgot about our 100 days anniversary, but it seems that he didn't. And after that, well... you know what happened.

Both of us turned to our respective jobs, SM wasn't a joke. Trying to get a respite was almost impossible.

Time passed by, and it seemed like if my happiness went with it...

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I've been disappeared those days, and, I really don't know how to continue this story.... with exams my mind is stuck in nowhere. So, I'm thinking about make it shorter, really short, like 1 or 2 more chapters. I really can't combine this with my student life.... sorry...

Just give me your opinions, if inspiration comes to me I promise to put drama in here and make it longer :D

Bye~