A Girl's Diary [EXO Fan Fiction] CANCELED

Chapter 5: I've made my decision

When our lips touch, sparks fly. It's almost a magical sensation.

"May I ask you why?" He said once we get separated from each other "Why what?" I didn't understand the question "why do you prefer me among the others" "I don't know... I only know that the butterflies are here" I said pointing my stomach. "I suppose that it's enough" And then he hold me in a warm embrace.

He said goodbye to me and we get back to our normal life.

The presentation of one of the K-pop most popular award was coming, so I decided to go to the practice room. My dance step weren't the clean as I wanted. Before two hours of training I went to my dorm to take a shower. The door was opened.

"Hi sweaty" Kai's voice said while his arms hugged me from behind and his lips kissed my neck.

"Don't do that again, I'm not sure I can control myself"

"Then, don't control yourself" He whispered to my ear.

"Aren't you going a little bit fast?" I turned to see his perfect face.

He only rose his arms to make me believe he wasn't doing nothing. But you know, my body knew he was doing something, and that something was driving me crazy in that moment.

"Go out of here right now if you don't want me to call security"

"Wow, someone is really angry after his rehearsal ugh? Ok, I get it. See you later little beast" He said winking me an eye and closing the door.

"Gooosh, how can be someone that sexy and look so innocent at the same time?" I asked to myself. I run to take my phone and called Jessica to tell her to come.

Once Sica was on the dorm we both started to scream like if we were five years old.

"He'd finally done it!" "He's yours!"

Four minutes of screams followed that sentence.

"Yay, but exactly what kind is your relationship?"

"Huh? I never asked that... it have only been two kisses... a relationship? Doesn't it sound too serious?"

"Wait what? All this time the only thing you knew about was him, always him, everywhere him, and now, you don't know if you want a relationship? What the hell is wrong with you?!"

"I don't know... what should I do?"

"Don't ask me that! It depends of what you want"

What I want huh? I didn't knew it.

"Maybe we should start like sex buddies."

Jessica's mouth was completely open.

"Yo... you think that is right?! I mean... what? You're too young to think in those things!" She said as she hit me on the head.

"Auch! It hurts" I said covering my head with my hands.

"It should hurt you more... stupid child... you don't think before talk" she was highly indignant with my words, but in that moment I have already taken my decision. My future with Kai will be that.

"Yay, stop yelling me! What's wrong with that? In my country half of my friend have one different every month. It's my body and you're not my mother, so..." i said smiling at her.

"Do what you want big baby" he said imitating my tone "But I have to remember you that you're not in your country"

Yeah, I knew I wasn't in home anymore. And that was exactly the point. No home, no rules.

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Hi! Two short chapters are better than a longer one ugh? 

Yay! I've killed the love... or not... you will never know until you read the next chapter.

Thanks for all ♥