Chapter 4: Dear diary

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I recomposed myself and went with the girls. "Hey Val, what happened? You two were a long time inside" Jessica inquired. "Ah. Nothing, he thought that there wasn't anyone inside. And then we talked about job" I sighed, looking for Kai.

"It's late, we should go home... Val, we have talked with the guys. We aren't living in the SM building right now, so we asked them to take you home" "What?! another uncomfortable situation?" I said rolling my eyes. "Shh, we did it for you. If you know what I mean" Yuri said with a happy tone.

All of us were drunk, so we decided to take a taxi to the building. Once we were there everybody went to their respective dorm.

I didn't see Kai the next three weeks. That kiss kept flying in my head, but it seemed like it was just a drunk-man action. I really feel so upset about it.  

I talked this with Jessica every day, she support me, she was the only one who knew that. I remembered the moment of the surprise, she just wanted to go for Kai and kill him. "How could he left you this way?" Was all she could think with impotence.

The days kept going and my popularity rose since my debut. All the EXO members congratulated me for my job. All except Kai. I didn't knew why he was avoiding me that way. I just knew it hurts.

I was watching TV when someone knocks the door. I found myself shocked when I saw Kai in front of me. "Can I enter? I want to talk with you" 

These few words let me speechless in a way I could only let him go inside.

"How should I tell you this... Well, first, I don't know what's wrong with you. Since that incident in the party... I haven't seen you. Are you mad at me? I came here to apologize that night, but you didn't open the door."

Wait... what was he saying... an apology? For what? For being a fool?

"I don't need your apologies. That night... I'm well with that. Is just... I don't know... treating someone like a doll... it just hurt"

"Emm... what? Like a doll? Sorry, I was just a little bit drunk. Don't get me wrong, I like you... but that night I wasn't Jongin, Kai's personality took my brain"

Hold on a second... 'I like you' his voice resounded inside my head. A ray of hope shone in that moment, but I didn't want to misunderstand him. I dind't know why, but in that moment the tears came up to my eyes.

"Then turn into Kai again. I mean... I like you... tell me this is not going to end that way"

He suddenly grabbed my wrist and pulled me to him. "This is going to end where you want this to end" He said as he took my neck and gave me the most passionate and warm kiss that no one has ever gave to me.

I took it like the perfect first kiss of an infinite of them.  

And that dear diary was the beginning of my fairytale.

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