After a few years have passed, Rihanna has been working more on her fashion then music. She recently released her Stance x Rihanna sock line that has been selling so well along with her sneaker line she created with Puma. She has been enjoying her t...
After that whole situation with Rihanna went down a couple of hours ago, my whole mindset has been fucked up. I couldn't stop thinking about her or that kiss that sent so many feelings through me I was unable to control them. It's like she had this hold on me and I wasn't able to break free from it even if I tried. She was always the one for me like Layla had said. I felt bad for bringing Layla into this complicated situation but I needed a distraction. I brought her home with me to help relieve some tension between us. At first, she refused but gave in the second time I had asked. Having her company here felt like something brand new.
"Thanks for inviting me here Drake" She said while sprawling across my king bed. She kicked her heels off and they went slamming against the rug.
"No problem Layla, I couldn't just let you leave on a bad note like that.." I said giving her a half wary smile. Although I wanted her here, Rihanna still crossed my mind.
"Would you like to join me?" She asked while rubbing the empty space.
"Actually, I have some more work to do. I'll be up in a minute though" I said and she just shrugged her shoulders.
"I'll be here if you need me" She said before looking the other way. I nodded and left her in the bedroom. My hands were just itching to take my phone out of my pocket and call Rihanna. For some reason, I just couldn't do it. I didn't want to give into her so easily like I always do. I told myself over and over again that I will not fall for her but I end up doing it anyways. The years apart from her did not damage the love I had for her. It will always be there no matter the situation between us. I sighed to myself.
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Loving her was the hardest thing I could ever do. It hurt but it was worth it, she was worth it. I was never sure about my actions towards her and why she would always come back to me but I'm realizing now.
~Rihanna~
I woke up from my sleep to find myself snuggled close to Royalty. She was sleeping peacefully all wrapped up in her frozen comforter. She was so adorable and I was glad to see her but it hurt. Seeing her took me back to the moment when Drake and I were talking about a baby. We wanted to start our own family together. I felt like I had betrayed him somehow by having a baby with Chris even though it was around the time we weren't together. This was a huge deal and I felt like Drake had to know, otherwise it would just keep getting to me.
I ran my fingers slowly through Royalty's long black hair. It was so soft and I enjoyed veiwing the life Chris and I had created all those years ago. I felt another pain strike me just thinking back to the time I gave her up for adoption. I just wasn't ready to be a mother nor was I ready to be fully comitted to Chris. Our relationship crumbled after awhile when I told him I was still in love with Drake. He was beyond hurt and damn nearly angry. When the door opened slowly, I looked over to find Chris peaking in. He gave me a slight smile before gesturing me to come out so we could talk some more. I kissed Royalty on the forehead before slowly getting off her bed carefully so I woouldn't wake her.
