I don't know if anyone else gets this feeling, but it's fucking shite.
That feeling of never being good enough. I don't care if people get mad at me, I'd rather someone be angry at me than disappointed.
Because at least if someone's angry with you things can cool down over with time.
With disappointment, you don't get that luxury.
You've done something that they will not approve of, you're not fulfilling their vision of you, you've lost their trust, permanently or temporarily.
I just hate that feeling, like whatever I do will never be able too rectify what's disappointed them.
I don't know, maybe I'm just too much of a perfectionist.
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Ngẫu nhiênStuff in my head that I need to get out This seems to be like a good place to do it, feel free to weigh in, I could probably do with some outside opinions For those reading this who know me, please don't think of me any differently after reading thi...
