(Aka hope no one harms themselves it's not worth it, your worth more than that cause even if you don't think so there is always someone who loves you)Your tired. Your tired of this world. Honestly, you love Carl but you know deep inside he doesn't love you back even if he says he does. Right now he's out doing who knows what. So it's the perfect time you can finally feel the desiring pleasure of harming yourself. You walk into the bathroom. You open the cabinet to take out a razor. Just as your about to slice your arm like you always do the sensation of your blood dripping out,Carl opens the door surprised. "Aj what are you doing?!" He takes the razor from you and throws it out. "Why would you hurt yourself,if anything were to happen to you I don't know what I-" you interrupted him"Why do you keep pretending you love me, just stop!" His face looked like a ghost. "How could you say that?,I always loved you, and I always will. He picks you up and places you on the sink counter. Looking deep into your eyes and kisses your lips. "I do love you". He kisses your more passionately. And you wrap your arms around his neck. He goes up your shirt touching your soft skin. Taking off your shirt, he takes off his. He stops. "Do you want to do this?" You nod your head. He looks into your eyes removing your dirty blonde hair to see your face. He continues, taking off his pants. He takes off your shirt. Leaving you in your undergarment. He kisses your neck and traces his hand towards your underwear. Slowly takes it off, and releases his member in view. Reassuring that you still want to do this. You reply with a yes. He slowly puts his member in not wanting to hurt you. You moan,"Fuck Carl". He smirks and says"I'm gonna prove that I love you" he goes deeper into you faster with each thrust. You hold onto the edge of the sink and throw your head back enjoying this pleasuring feeling. "Ohhhh Aj your so beautiful" he moans. He picks you up and puts you against the wall wrapping your legs around him. You gasp, he licks your neck. "Carl I'm gonna cum!" You yell. He agrees with you. And gives you one last hard thrust and you both release. He puts you back on to the sink as you guys are out of breath. "Never forget that I love he says. Playing with you dirty blonde hair. You smile, "I love you too".
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