Angel Eyes.

Jealousy is a bitch.

Seeing her on stage, yelling her heart out. Sweating over the crowed. Looking at me constantly knowing I was there, watching her every move. In one swift moment he was on there. Touching her cheeks and legs. I am the one who is supposed to be up there doing that. She just doesn't know it yet. I could feel the green monster coming out of my stomach into the bathroom. I shouldn't have drank so much and then went to the show oh god. I hear her boots clanking while she walks into my bus, I can hear mumbling blood. The song, from my band..? Why would she be singing that? Wait bigger question, WHY THE FUCK SHE ON MY BUS. IM NOT WEARING CLOTHES. SHIT. I grab a towel from off the ground and walk out of the Lil bathroom. I caught her climbing into my bunk. "Ash...? What do you think you're doing..??" "FUCK! Maria you scared me!! I didnt hear you, I didnt think you were on the bus!" "Well where else would I be? Touching on your boyfriend? Drinking more? Is that what you thought I was fucking doing!!??" I couldn't believe her. "No no!! Maria that's not it at all!! I just thought you were out and about meeting fans and stuff. And um.. Chris isn't my boyfriend." Wait...? What I thought he and her were like...a thing? "Whatever. Now tell me why you're crawling into my bunk?!" "Um..see uh..well..I wanted to see if I could find your phone number somewhere.." What?! "Um..okay? Do you just want me to give it to you? Cause that would be easier." "Yeah...I guess" she had this look on her face. "That's not why you were in here was it?" "No no I promise it was!" I could see her grab her phone and dial my number in. "Look ash, I'm straight and you're pan. This is never going to work out unless some miracle happens. I'm sorry but its the truth. And you seem happy with who ever you're dating so yeah here's my number now I have to clean up." Remember, miracles are real.