Angel Eyes.

Don't tell them anything.

I opened the door for ash to get in the car because that's what a gentelman should do. Like I'm anything close to that, pffft. I wish I was the type of girlfriend everyone would die for. I am starting to hate how I look more, more everyday and Ashley doesn't even know. I could never say anything because she would leave me for beating myself up so much. I cannot handle losing her. I have put my entire life into her.

(yo guys so I have a lot of stuff going on right now in my life and I feel bad on how shrot this is is it I feel like I should of at least given you guys something bc ice been gone for awhile. I will try to update more. 💜 lots of love.)