5SOS Imagines/Preferences

Preference 2: Regret

Calum :

I could feel flames rising in my body , my eye twitching and Calum's obnoxious video game sounds in the background. I was so sick of this bad habit that he had and I knew the day I was going to loose my shit was coming sooner or later and that day was today.

'Calum! O-O-Oh my God- How many times have I told you to not leave dirty dishes in the sink!' I stomped on my foot , Calum still not looking at me and looking at mummies chasing his character on the screen. The room was dark and the only light was from the tv. I turned the lights on when he didn't reply.

'Calum I'm talking to you!' I snatched the controller out of his hand as a sound came from the tv signaling that he had died.

'Hey! I was getting a high score on that.' He chuckled , acting as if I hadn't yelled at the top of my lungs at him.

'Calum , you can not be serious right now.' I place my hands on my hips , my boxer shorts riding up my legs.

'What is it y.n? Blabbering on about yourself again?!' He immediatly stood his feet. This was probably the angriest I had ever seen Calum and I had a feeling this wasn't about a stupid mummy killing him.

'Would it kill you to the dishes once? It's not that hard actually , you rinse it a little bit then put it in a fucking dishwasher.' I extended a dirty dish towards him as he slowly looked up from the plate to me.

'Y.N..... I always help you out but for some goddamn reason you're never happy! You always find a reason be sour at me.' He crossed his arms but didn't even look at me.

'You never help me out-' Calum swiftly turned his head towards me , eyes big.

'Never?! N-E-V-E-R?! Okay so tell me Y.N. , who was it that got you a job when you were unemployed , who helped and supported you through depression , who gave you a home when you were homeless-' Everything he was saying was more than true but I couldn't take it anymore.

'You're putting this all on me? I'm sorry but you offered me a place to stay!' I said , remembering the time we first met. I had just moved to Cologne , Germany and it was the best-worst thing that ever happened to me.

'Yes , Yes I did! Even though I barely knew you! You were new in town , had no money and I let my naive side get the best of me! Now you're acting as if you know so much better and I honestly feel like you're using me!' He raged on and guilt took over me.

'Are you saying you regret it?' I said , feeling awful but not a single tear was in sight. Calum took a deep breath in , sitting down on his white couch.

'I think you should move out Y.N'

Ashton :

'Hey honey , how did your interview go?' Ashton asked from the kitchen as I smiled at him. My interview to be a journalist at The Sunday Harold went really good , I felt like nothing could bring me down.

'Really good actually! You know the guy who offered me the job , Jesse right? He was so welcoming and acted like we were friends aha-' I said as Ashton turned to face me from his stool. He closed his laptop's cover and stuttered for a while before talking properly.

'J-J-Jesse? You're going to be working with him togehter?' He said in an innocent voice but I could feel the jealousy through his eyes.

'Yes but don't worry. He's an really old friend from the writing school I went in London , remember?' I said sitting on the stool next to him , looking at the half eaten pizza. Ashton looked really tired , probably studying like always.

'Yeah , I just don't want old things sparking new things.' He said as I felt my heart drop. Just the thought even upsetted me.

'Don't be silly Ash! We've been together for 8 months , you ought to know better.' I took off my fancy clothes as Ashton kept talking.