Its To late Now

chapter 4: wish it was me

Rockshadows wakes me up as he slowly stands up and nudges me with his cold noise. As I stand up I see stoneclaw and yellowscare standing next to rockshadows.
"we have to go" rockshadows pures.
"okay" I pure as I stretch.

We leave the camp and head around the border of our territory. All I can smell is the rain that's dripping ever so slightly. The shape rocks smoothed out by the rain and a smell all so old and strong comes to my noise. My father jumps out of the bushes.
"you've grown so much my little girl" he says with tears in he's eyes and he's soft fluffy few dripping wet from the rain.
I stop the others didn't notice him and run to him.
"you need to leave now dad its not safe for you go home. I love you" I say as my voice gown softly to a creak.
"okay but did you find your mother?" he says sadly
I shake my head in reply and hug him good bye and head to find the others as my father ran back home.

A strange smell appears, Its thunder clan.
"they're here" I shout as one of them jump on me. He rips at my few with my blood going everywhere. He throws me away, I stumble back to my feet and run at him. With every one fighting other cats I can't stop, I must not stop. The cat rips and throws me over and over. I finally can't move he picks me up by the neck his teeth digging in. This is it, this is the end for me. The shadow clan is not a good clan it never has been I really wish I never came across I should have stayed with my dad like mom wanted but I went my own way. I have became stronger, brave, loyalty and forgiveness even though shadow clan lakes loyalty and forgiveness.

I see rockshadows throw the cat he was fighting and he runs at the cat that has me in he's jaw. With rockshadows throwing him self at the cat, the cat throws me away. The cat that rockshadows throw has joined back in the fight. I can't move, I must but I can't. With yellowfang and stoneclaw running away. Rockshadows losing with four cats he manages to take one down but the others are to over powering him. I look up to the sky.
"star clan please help" I shout as I slowly stand to my paws. I run at the group.

With I swipe I knock one more cat to the ground.
"Nooooooooooooo...." I shout as the cat that had me he his jaw try to kill rockshadows. My tail twitchs I attack the other cat to the ground and went to the cat with rockshadows at his feet and I killed him. I killed three cats how could I? How will I cop? they probably didn't deserve it but I took Teresa life away.

"midnightstar go to the thunder clan. Tell them I sent you. Its your Destiny. I was a spy for the thunder clan. Show them this." he says struggling to breath. As he pulls my collar from around his neck. The tears come to my eyes.
"I'm not leaving or going without you." I cry.
"I'm sorry, you were always like a daughter to me, I love U..." he say as he takes his final breath.
"Nnnnnoooo... I love you too" I shout putting my face into his fur.

I put my collar around my neck and throw rockshadows over my back half of his legs drag on the ground for I'm too short. I never full grow to my potential but I am fine being shorter the most by like two inches.

As I cross the border I can't help but wish it was me I really wish it was me.