A/N: Sorry for the typographical and grammatical errors. >.<
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Author’s POV
He pressed the end button and combed his hair in frustration.
He really knew the truth tonight! She’s married and what’s worse is that she has a son! He punched the wall.
He can’t feel anything. Just like before, his body became numb again. He punched the wall continuously while tears started streaming down his face.
He’s broken again. She broke him again! Damn! His body can’t feel anything but his heart… it’s tearing apart slowly!
He stopped punching the wall and sat on the floor. Blood is dripping from his hands but he can’t feel any pain from it.
He sobbed. He never thought that the truth is as painful as this. He looked up the ceiling. It was all blur.
It hurts so much to the point that he can’t breathe anymore. He wished he never knew the truth.
He wants to scream but he can’t. He doesn’t want the members to see him like this. He kept all the pain inside him, killing him little by little. And he knows that he can’t control himself anymore once he sees Heir.
Why do things like this always happen to him? Of all people, why him? Can’t he just be happy with his life and career? He can’t think of anything wrong that he did to be punished like this. He just fell in love…. Madly deeply in love… is that enough for him to feel this kind of pain?
He didn’t move. He let his tears fall and his blood dripping. Empty. He’s empty.
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“Kamsahamnida, noona!” Sehun hugged her. “See you tomorrow!” the maknae waved at him and entered his room. She smiled while shaking her head slowly.
She opened the door of her room. She was shocked to see Luhan sitting on the floor and his hand is covered with blood.
“Oh, God! Luhan, what happened?!” she kneeled down and took Luhan’s hand. She saw her phone on Luhan’s left hand but she didn’t bother to ask him.
She’s worried. She’s so worried about Luhan right now to think of other stuffs. He is more important.
Luhan didn’t look at her. His head is buried between his legs and his hands are resting on top of his knees.
“Luhan….” She tried to hold Luhan’s face but before she could, Luhan harshly pushed Heir away that made her sit on the floor.
“Wae, Heir?!” her eyes grew big as he saw Luhan’s face. Luhan stood up, he’s crying. “Why do you have to come back and break me once again?!” he screamed. He’s really angry right now. He can’t even control it. “What have I done to you for me to receive this kind of pain?!”
“Wh-what are you….”
“What am I talking about? You have a son for Pete’s sake! Dammit!”
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Heir’s POV
I stiffened. How did…. How did he know?
Then it hit me. Luhan is holding my phone.
“So… while I’m having a hard time building myself again, you’re having a good time?! How could you?!” he glared at me. I’m scared of the Luhan in front of me.
“Didn’t you really loved me even just a bit?!” my tears started to fall. It hurts me so much to see him like this. God knows how much I love him.
