Heir's POV
“Luhan..” I felt my knees go weak.
“You’re still the same. Neat and organized just like before.” He said while doing an inspection on my room. “And you still don’t bother to lock your door every time you go out or even if you’re inside your room. Old habits.” He stood up and started tampering my stuffs.
“What are you doing here?” I asked him. I did my best not to stammer in front of him. I kept my cool on the outside while I want to breakdown on the inside!
“Vanilla, you didn’t change your perfume, eh? I’m glad you didn’t. This is my favorite.” He smiled but it vanished in just a snap. I’m so stupid for not changing my perfume. Because he said that he loves the smell and it suits me so I didn’t had the guts to change it at all.
“Why are you here?” I asked him again. I closed my fists hoping that it’ll give me strength. I badly need that right now.
“I think I should be the one asking you that question….. yeobo.” I bit my lower lip. He used to call me that.
“Why are you here? Why did you come back? After 4 hell years, why did you show up again?” his words are full of bitterness and hate. I know that he’s controlling his himself not to shout at me. He took a step forward and I took a step backward.
“Wae, Heir? Why did you leave me? Why did you choose to break me? You took away everything away from me! You left me with nothing.” I continued stepping backward as he went nearer and nearer. I can feel his anger in every word he says.
I felt my back against the wall. I closed my eyes as he trapped me with his arms.
“Mianhe. Jeongmal Mianhe.” I said.
“Mianhe?” he laughed. “That’s all you could say? Do you think that this damn sorry of yours will fix the mess you made in me?” I felt him come close to my face.
“I…. I….”
“You what?” he held my chin. I can feel his breathe on my cheeks.
“You’re going to lie again? You’re going to say you love me even though you really not?” I’m on the edge of crying. Apayo. It really hurts like it all happened only yesterday.
“You’re going to give me your body again just for me to believe all your damn lies?” I opened my eyes. I saw how he smirked.
“How pathetic. You will do everything for the sake of your lies.” There. Tears started streaming down my face.
“Well, it’s not a bad idea at all. Wanna do it here, yeobo? Don’t worry. It’ll not hurt like the first time we did it.” Before I knew it, my palm already landed on his right cheek. He moved 2 steps backward.
“Get out!” I pointed at the door while looking at him. I saw pain in his eyes but it become emotionless again.
He walked towards the door.
“You better get yourself ready because I won’t stop until I get myself satisfied with your answers.” After that he slammed the door.
It’s like on cue, my knees collapsed on the floor. I cried my heart out. This is all my fault. I did that to him. Because of me, he became like that. Heartless… Mianhe. Jeongmal mianhe, Luhan. If only I could go back in time, I’ll fix everything but I can’t.
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We’re here at the campus. It’s our break time and I want to be alone. I went to a vacant room and sat on the floor. I rested my back on the wall and closed my eyes.
