A Little Something

Because of You

I want all of it to stop

I don't want to be here anymore

This is all to much for me

And it's stupid all that I have to take in while you act like it's all cool and everything

Well it's not for me

My life is hell right now and I hate it

Why do I have to go through this all the time with you

It's pointless

It's stupid

I am through with being your baby sitter

Are you not a grown up?

Why can't you just tell the truth and leave me out of your stupidities

Because I am really tired of it

It's the same damn thing with you
Over and over in circles

But if you would just listen it wouldn't have to be this way

I know we can't force you to be what we want you to be, to marry someone we want you too

But I have tried to help you from falling through misery and all the way to the ground where you can't get back up

But what have you done

Nothing

Just yell at me and tell me that I am always snitching on you

But look at what you wanted me to do

You wanted me to live with lying to my mother about what you have been doing

How the hell am I suppose to do that

So you know what I am done,

I don't feel like checking to see what you are doing

Or keeping secrets for you

Because I end up getting blamed

I am the one that gets screwed up

Not you

I get yelled at for what you have done

Your mistakes

And to be honest I am through with it

I'm done

Realize that when I have left and am long gone it's going to be to late to see all that you have done to me

Because I am stuck with pain in my heart and I am always the one that has to hold it in

I can't cry

I can't get mad because according to you I have no reason to

But I am done

It's pointless to reason with you

Your free from me now

Because that is what you've always wanted.....

A/N
This person will probably never read this but if she does she would know it was meant for her....

P.S.
Excuse the title, I couldn't think of the perfect title that would fit this poem....
Sorry for not having a picture to go with it as well...